Long-Term Goals

MacBuddhaBurger wrote:My long term goal is to keep on breathing.

Why?

Aeva117 wrote:

MacBuddhaBurger wrote:My long term goal is to keep on breathing.

Why?

Thank you for your support Aeva117.

MacBuddhaBurger wrote:

Aeva117 wrote:

MacBuddhaBurger wrote:My long term goal is to keep on breathing.

Why?

Thank you for your support Aeva117.

No, I'm legitimately asking. What makes you want to keep going?

Going where?

MacBuddhaBurger wrote:Going where?

Every Monday my goal is to make it through to Friday without getting fired from my main day job.

This is really no way to live but I'm addicted to the challenge.

For the past 27 years my main aim has been to stay out of jail and/or the looney bin.

This is also really no way to live.

Manners73 wrote:Every Monday my goal is to make it through to Friday without getting fired from my main day job.

This is really no way to live but I'm addicted to the challenge.

For the past 27 years my main aim has been to stay out of jail and/or the looney bin.

This is also really no way to live.

Can totally relate, what I’d really like to do is just say fuk it all pull all funds out and live like a nomad doing drugs and drinking while doing whatever I felt like that day, till I die. That’s it, that’s all I really want to do. I know it’s a ‘bad’ idea and technically speaking I’m doing better than I ever have in my life. Going by society’s standards anyways, I’m miserable most of the time really but I don’t have any other realistic plans.

-- Sat Nov 16, 2019 2:22 pm --

I think some of us just don’t want the same things other people do

Yes I think sometimes that it would be easier to just submit to my true self but then I look at my life and I realise that I've come to far to go back.

I'm a caged animal.

ZeroZ wrote:Can totally relate, what I’d really like to do is just say fuk it all pull all funds out and live like a nomad doing drugs and drinking while doing whatever I felt like that day, till I die. That’s it, that’s all I really want to do. I know it’s a ‘bad’ idea and technically speaking I’m doing better than I ever have in my life. Going by society’s standards anyways, I’m miserable most of the time really but I don’t have any other realistic plans.

-- Sat Nov 16, 2019 2:22 pm --

I think some of us just don’t want the same things other people do

lost my long reply to this... but yes, living a stable, secure life at the moment is utterly stifling. I try and feel grateful for certain aspects of it, so I can keep going for another year, but it is tough. I want to be able to have a joint as soon as I awake, and drink wine at 11am and be back with my eccentric friends and NEVER have to work again. I am totally lost and miserable being back in the family fold and in a country I hate, and where they think I should be. They think my having a good job and being somewhere they can keep an eye on me , is good for me. Just yesterday I confided in my cousin that I don't care if I die alone in a f*ucking garden shed in the middle of the bush in Australia as long as I get out of here.

Manners73 wrote:I'm a caged animal

I know the feeling. I describe it as a comfy prison. Just trying to put a positive spin on it.