Dating a girl with Aspd - true self and false self

DaturaInnoxia wrote:@Nekro

Borderline mixed with antisocial is definitely going to be the ride of your life.

Get himself killed most likely

[edit: As for degenerate personality disordered druggies] I think that if you're in and out of prison, perfectly happy with your friends, and in a forensic psychiatric institution you may not realize what you are....

The emptiness and anxiety points to BPD. The drug addiction, as he already explained. Addicted to the emotion.

i'm like totally disconnected with reality. so like, on here i'm smart and charming and totally right and happy and fuckable and you know dot dot dot. in real life i'm crying in the corner working on the most convulated deception of all. while falling for it of course, unforuntaely. the best lies are believed even by the liar! until i come up for air, fisting beer bottles up to my teeth, CLINK! whoops chipped a tooth. until then i'm like "oh my god, my boyfriend is a monster who is EMOSHIONALY ABUSIVE" and i sow my seeds of doubt while demanded every little drop of money that can squirt from his half limp dick. mwhaha. im a hot mess y'all. like the ice cream fell off the cone and melted on the sidewalk yesterday type of mess.

poxalis wrote:i'm like totally disconnected with reality. so like, on here i'm smart and charming and totally right and happy and fuckable and you know dot dot dot. in real life i'm crying in the corner working on the most convulated deception of all. while falling for it of course, unforuntaely. the best lies are believed even by the liar! until i come up for air, fisting beer bottles up to my teeth, CLINK! whoops chipped a tooth. until then i'm like "oh my god, my boyfriend is a monster who is EMOSHIONALY ABUSIVE" and i sow my seeds of doubt while demanded every little drop of money that can squirt from his half limp dick. mwhaha. im a hot mess y'all. like the ice cream fell off the cone and melted on the sidewalk yesterday type of mess.

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That's a really nice piece of writing.
Lots of good writers on here.

unfortunately that still qualifies for "starving artist". excuse me while i update my wattpad story.

daturawhateverthefvck you keep critiquing other users writing but you‘re one of the most talentless writers on this forum. are you looking for pointers or something?

poxalis wrote:unfortunately that still qualifies for "starving artist". excuse me while i update my wattpad story.

You're clearly not a starving artist. Be real.
Struggling from having coins handed to you tied to emotional poverty is something worth expressing. To pretend that you are actually are starving is transparent. Starving in other ways perhaps. Come on.

-- Tue Jun 25, 2019 3:52 pm --

quotation marks. Oh I get it now.

Gauss wrote:daturawhateverthefvck you keep critiquing other users writing but you‘re one of the most talentless writers on this forum. are you looking for pointers or something?

I read that wrong at first. I thought you said I was one of the most talented writers on this forum. It confused me, but who doesn't like a written bl0wjob?

I'm not looking for pointers, but I appreciate decent, original writing because it's actually quite rare. I find it interesting that there's a concentration of it in this forum.

-- Mon Jun 24, 2019 9:35 pm --

"Daturawhateverthefvck, you keep critiquing other users' writing, but you‘re one of the most talentless writers on this forum. Are you looking for pointers or something?"

Thanks for the opportunity to practice.

So im out on another leave from the the ward.

ZeroZ wrote:I just think he’s asking if this chick is going to fuk him over because of her disorder. You guys are analyzing way to deep on this one

You understand me! I would take 2 for you homie.

-- Thu Jun 27, 2019 8:46 am --

DaturaInnoxia wrote:@Nekro

Borderline mixed with antisocial is definitely going to be the ride of your life.

[edit: As for degenerate personality disordered druggies] I think that if you're in and out of prison, perfectly happy with your friends, and in a forensic psychiatric institution you may not realize what you are....

Degenerate means good for me. Everything i like is degenerate.

-- Thu Jun 27, 2019 8:49 am --

scarymonster wrote:

DaturaInnoxia wrote:@Nekro

Borderline mixed with antisocial is definitely going to be the ride of your life.

Get himself killed most likely

[edit: As for degenerate personality disordered druggies] I think that if you're in and out of prison, perfectly happy with your friends, and in a forensic psychiatric institution you may not realize what you are....

The emptiness and anxiety points to BPD. The drug addiction, as he already explained. Addicted to the emotion.

I have earlier diagnosed my mother with BPD. And i guess disorders are hereditary. So it may well be the case. I read some bpd symptoms online, and i identify with many of them. But men doesnt get diagnosed with bpd very easily I guess. Its supposed to be a disorder for women.