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mysza wrote:For example, I have traits of body that are objectively ugly, which is rational to feel shame, so I decide to experience this shame,

Wow man. I'm sorry to hear that. Could you specify which traits you believe to be ugly? It's not a small penis, is it?

no, not

when i look at my "ugly features", which is only my nose to a mild degree, i tend to joke about it. maybe this is to combat shame by facing it head on? because i do feel like i feel both guilt and shame, just at far lesser degrees than most others based on our reactions and willingness to repeat said actions.

mysza wrote:For example, I have traits of body that are objectively ugly, which is rational to feel shame, so I decide to experience this shame, even if I know I could not experience it

Yeah, cause that definitely makes sense...

So, did you or did you not feel shame?

shame is weird because i have reactions to things like tripping and falling or peeing my pants but it's because my image has been ruined to a degree not because i feel like im a bad person is that shame?

cuz yall know how much i care about my image LEWL

to the extent that it gets me something

saucygirl31 wrote:shame is weird because i have reactions to things like tripping and falling or peeing my pants but it's because my image has been ruined to a degree not because i feel like im a bad person is that shame?

I would say that's embarrassment.

So, did you or did you not feel shame?

Tbh I don't know, but vagueness may result from the fact that I don't know English well.

mysza wrote:

So, did you or did you not feel shame?

Tbh I don't know, but vagueness may result from the fact that I don't know English well.

Some of your posts give the impression that you feel quite a lot of shame, particularly about your weight.

The hate you talked about in regard to your weight on this thread: What o you HATE? Also - how to have even stronger hate? is a product of shame.

It seems logical so probably you're right.

And that would mean I'm probably rather narcissistic person than antisocial/psychopath and my antisocial traits are just secondary. Good to know it better.