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by Cerpyra » Thu Oct 11, 2018 1:20 pm
xcagedsilhouttex wrote:When I was in year 1, I hurt another child quite badly. It wasn't on purpose and it wasn't bullying, we were just playing a game. Anyway, after that my family home schooled me. Every now and then they would put me back into public school only to pull me out a few months later due to concerns that I would become violent again.
How did you hurt them?
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by xcagedsilhouttex » Thu Oct 11, 2018 3:38 pm
I do not recall much about it. I know we were playing "surgeon" (my father is a surgeon) and it escalated a bit far because I didn't have a good concept of pain or danger for other people at the time. My intent was not malicious. It's just a topic that got brought up in family fights quite a bit. My memory of my early childhood years are a bit spongey.
I honestly regret bringing this up, it's incredibly embarrassing.
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by solemnlysworn » Thu Oct 11, 2018 6:12 pm
Only really bullied one or two kids in school. One was out of pure fascination and ran a long time. He had a really anxious startle response that I noticed and found peculiar and amusing so used to jump scare. People caught on and followed suit and it grew progressively worse until we’d be playing football and somebody would pass him the ball and he’d run away from it out of fright lol. I don’t have the instinct like he does so it was just bemusing to see.
Mostly I’d aggravate people to get them game for a scrap. Loved it. Had a hard on for flinging fists.
I was always a scrawny kid and I think was lucky not to have been picked on. Some people have it a go but it was generally a hot head in a group and somebody else would try to usher them away before it kicked off.
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by Squaredonutwheels » Thu Oct 11, 2018 8:51 pm
solemnlysworn wrote:He had a really anxious startle response that I noticed and found peculiar and amusing so used to jump scare.
I had a kid at my school like that too. Called him mousey. He'd scurry around nervously. He was a resourceful little thing. I once saw him hunched in the front of the class fiddling with something under his desk. I slinked over to surprise him and much to my own surprise found out that he was fiddling with his c0ck under the table. Double surprise.
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by solemnlysworn » Thu Oct 11, 2018 9:04 pm
Lol. We had one of those too and he was stroking to the girl in front of him who, when the class caught on, just responded “leave him to it; it’s as close as he’ll ever get” without even turning around which instantly made her my favourite
I wonder how many of the social dynamics in school are just tropes
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by Squaredonutwheels » Thu Oct 11, 2018 9:13 pm
haha

she sounds awesome
I never thought I'd ever type what happened with mousey. The class was one with this old teacher who just dgaf anymore and it was chaos. When I caught him jerking his meat, I asked him to show me. Told him that I won't tell anyone. So he sticks his hand back in that pocket and starts jerking it. He gets real excited so I tell him to keep going. "Don't stop mouse, finish you dirty little c&nt". Made him cum in his pants. I guess that makes me slightly gay.
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by Cerpyra » Fri Oct 12, 2018 2:53 pm
Squaredonutwheels wrote:When I caught him jerking his meat, I asked him to show me. Told him that I won't tell anyone. So he sticks his hand back in that pocket and starts jerking it. He gets real excited so I tell him to keep going. "Don't stop mouse, finish you dirty little c&nt". Made him cum in his pants.
That's actually hilarious.
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by Homohominilupus » Sat Oct 13, 2018 12:09 am
Technically, I wasn't 'bullied' as a kid. I allowed others to see me as an easy target so I could then in turn manipulate others into thinking that I was a victim. And to a certain extent, I guess I did bully others? Well, if by bullying you mean putting others into submission or in their place with a couple of words, this was usually done because someone who I thought was a valuable asset to me was having trouble so I got 'rid' of the less valuable asset.
Make sense?
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by naps » Sat Oct 13, 2018 8:10 pm
Homohominilupus wrote:Technically, I wasn't 'bullied' as a kid. I allowed others to see me as an easy target so I could then in turn manipulate others into thinking that I was a victim. And to a certain extent, I guess I did bully others? Well, if by bullying you mean putting others into submission or in their place with a couple of words, this was usually done because someone who I thought was a valuable asset to me was having trouble so I got 'rid' of the less valuable asset.
Make sense?
For a little kid? Not at all.
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