Trust and paranoia?

Do people with aspd have serious trust issues and do you sometimes get paranoid that someone might be trying to harm or deceive you? Like maybe hack you, poison you or do somethibg to con you?

I don't have much paranoia, even when i'm high.

I do have trust issues, though. I'm constantly testing people in real life to see what kind of person they are, so i can figure out how to get the most out of them. On this forum, i don't want anything from anyone so you wouldn't notice.

Four words: I do not trust.

Keeps me safe for the most part.

I'm intuitive and often freaked out by certain people, things or situations. Usually ending up avoiding them. But it's not something I'd like to do so I experience those situations very burdensome.

Today I came home eagerly looking for something, expecting not to find it. And so it was, had to turn the place upside down and make a phone call. Found it but still thinking it was odd.
I anticipated it was going to happen before it happened.
My "intuition" is generally causing me massive amounts of anxiety. It's never about something futile, but about something very real.
When in depression, I exaggerate the whole thing and have very painful anxiety and doubt ridden mix of emotions.

Hallava wrote:Today I came home eagerly looking for something, expecting not to find it. And so it was, had to turn the place upside down and make a phone call. Found it but still thinking it was odd.
I anticipated it was going to happen before it happened.
My "intuition" is generally causing me massive amounts of anxiety. It's never about something futile, but about something very real.
When in depression, I exaggerate the whole thing and have very painful anxiety and doubt ridden mix of emotions.

What?

What I was looking for?
I rather not say and it doesn't matter.

No, i just don't understand any of it.

"And so it was" what?
What's the relevance of the phone call?
Thinking what was odd?
How is intuition causing anxiety?
What are doubt ridden emotions?

Oh. So don't.

That also makes no sense.

Are you fuking cooked?

Nope. You are.