Decision taking

My family has three houses, but they live in a different state, and i wanted to stay in the city. I also jerked them around quite a bit, with making them bail be out of a failure to pay eviction for 5k and paying for my rooming at a sober house for 6 months.

I lived in a shelter for the mentally ill so i had my own room, but they kicked us on the street from 8AM - 4PM every week day. So it was like a glorified shelter.

I wonder where impulsivity really fits in the decision taking process (speaking for mine decision making process ofc). I more often than not continue to think of my decisions after I've taken them, acted on them and when there's no going back and chaging them. There is a thinking process behind many of my decisions, but when the actual moment to do something comes, it is like everything I have thought just disappears and the thing that first comes to mind at that moment is what I finally do

I always used to think that I am very impulsive but lately I wonder if I actually am the complete opposite. Meant to start a discussion topic about self-sabotage a couple days ago but forgot about it, I think this kind of random process of taking decisions, esp ones that can actually get you dead is a selfs-abotaging thought process

re: objective decisions, I don't really believe in objective decisions, or at least don't never make any myself. I mean, I never have *all* the facts and an unbiased perspective of how those facts interplay. I guess also i usually go for the more obvious/simple, or the more fun/amusing/engaging option, which is mutually exclusive ith objectiiy

-- Tue Jul 17, 2018 2:11 pm --

Reaper and madness take this stupid crap elsehwere ###$ off my thread. Seriously what the ###$ the new mod is yet another decorative wall painting, like all the previous ones

madness00 wrote:Haha, you're both obsessed with me.

Nothing if not predictable.

madness00 wrote:Well for starters, i've never experienced withdrawal.

Yes, because that makes all the difference...

In regards to the group home, yes, that's where i am now, after homelessness.

Neither of which is indicative of good decision making ability, which was the point of my remark.

Lol how long did it take you to create that post Reaper. You either went through the trouble of gathering all those quotes, or have a file on me. Both equally pathetic.

As I recall you had to make another account and pretend to be someone else because reaper was bullying you. Pathetic or not, Reaper’s methods clearly affect you.

I made a new account because recent action from my therapists boss contradicted my blog. I made no effort to pretend to be someone else.. please, correct me if i was at all deceiving.

madness00 wrote:I made a new account because recent action from my therapists boss contradicted my blog. I made no effort to pretend to be someone else..

Bullshlt. You made a new account because of your own lies and contradictions. You're full of shlt and I called you out on it, and then you tried to cover it up.

Circumstances change, believe it or not.

I know you're incapable of change yourself, so it may be hard to believe.

madness00 wrote:Circumstances change, believe it or not.

You're still full of shlt, dude, and you make it so fuking obvious.

Everything i have said has been consistent. You are failing to see it from my point of view. Surprise surprise.

If your self image was not deceptive you would not be a narc, but whatever you need to tell yourself bud

Thanks for the words, chief.