Reaper wrote:cutecactus wrote:Reaper wrote:Which one are you - dreamer or edgelord?
You can be both at the same time as certain people have demonstrated here
I'm neither.
I'll respond to this thread anyway:
1). What are your biggest fantasies? Great success? Ideal love? Rape? Murder? Explain.
Murder fantasies because I have them the most. I've been having homicidal thoughts on a fairly regular basis pretty much my entire life, since early childhood. I had them less often back then though. It was in my teens that I started having them more often because that's when I began to really want to kill people.
2). Where do they stem from? Childhood? A movie?
Childhood. Whether it's because there was abuse in the home or I was born with a predisposition to violence, I don't know. Probably both.
3). How closely are they tied to reality? Have you made any steps toward them? Do you intend to?
They are most definitely tied to reality. I have acted on them in the past. I'm not saying I've actually killed anyone. I will just say that I have certainly acted on them to a certain extent.
Are you a guy, and are you married? I have the same answers, except I’ve had those thoughts consistently since I was a kid. They don’t increase or decrease, they are just always there. I Wanted to be a plastic surgeon since I was about seven. That’s when I learned what they did and I really liked the idea of cutting people in a meticulous way, but not for the same purpose as a plastic surgeon, of course. I guess it’s a sexual thing, although I’m also fond of choking.
Oh, I forgot what this was about... Okay, I remember. I am not sure where mine stems from because I just have urges and I really have no idea why. Nothing happened to me when I was seven, or younger, so the cutting is random, but when I was in high school I was raped, so that could be where the choking fetish comes from. Using your own force to hold someone down and have your way with them and then discarding them when you’re finished. I guess it’s just like manipulating people, only they get to live when you’re done. They may not want to but, life is a gift
