~ Fantasies ~

justonemoreperson wrote:So far, all I'm seeing is vacuous cliche statements used to protect a fragile psyche.

Perhaps your narcissism.

I just like to avoid people who seem hostile and therefor make me feel uncomfortable. Don't you rather spend time talking to people who's company you actually enjoy?

justonemoreperson wrote:How does someone 'edit their soul', by the way? Does it require specific software or can I use MS Word?

Just a nice thing I saw. Ask Franz Kafka.

It's just beautiful day here, I'm going to go out now.

Hallava wrote:
I just like to avoid people who seem hostile and therefor make me feel uncomfortable. Don't you rather spend time talking to people who's company you actually enjoy?

I'm not sure what part of what I said was hostile; mostly just questions about your own statements. You seem to have spent a great amount of time and energy arguing with Raven without becoming "uncomfortable".

I don't think it was hostile, I think what happened is that you were arguing over theoretical, academic issues and it only became uncomfortable when you were asked to add some substance to your rhetoric.

If your image is genuine, then questioning it wouldn't be seen as hostile; it would be a welcome platform for you to demonstrate your initial point more effectively.

Just a nice thing I saw. Ask Franz Kafka.

Your signature is something you don't understand?

It's just beautiful day here, I'm going to go out now.

Have a great day.

You don't listen Jomp, but make assumptions. I don't feel like providing any more material for your distorted assumptions.
Try to incorporate such an option that you are wrong.

You've spent more energy arguing around the point than it would have taken to explain your stance. Whenever I see that, I think it’s avoidance not of conflict which you kept in engaging in but of exposure of insecurity or weakness

After certain point it's irrelevant whether something relevant is offered or insignificant chit chat, you'll tear down anything you can get your hands on. So correct, I do intentionally avoid in certain situations.

Sorry for hijacking keyboards.

You say 'you' and I presume it's a plural because it certainly isn't targeted at me. I think that means you're being presumptive and going into conversations with everyone here as if they have the same intention. Don't do that.

Only curious about what something meaning to you actually means. From an aspd perspective I'm sure you can understand why there might be an interest. Superego development is lacking here so anything cared about beyond the self through egocentricity is novel and interesting and worth asking about. No need to hide it

Oh.. Deja Vue

Hang in there Hallava

1). What are your biggest fantasies? Great success? Ideal love? Rape? Murder? Explain.

My personal biggest fantasy is constructing a stone monument to my being and preserving my corpse in some isolated area so that someday in thousands of years people or whatever comes after people find me and believe that I was a king.

2). Where do they stem from? Childhood? A movie?

To be a total loser, they stem from the painting "Bonaparte Before the Sphinx", (https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/ ... me_003.jpg) perhaps my favorite piece of art. It inspires the fantasy in me of grandeur and how much a mortal man can do with aggressive force and power.

3). How closely are they tied to reality? Have you made any steps toward them? Do you intend to?

Actually, I am heading closer and closer to it every day. I keep looking into marble and stone works and it would be surprisingly cheap (sub 1mil) to construct something similar to an ancient monument with carvings and statues to boot. As well, I haven't gotten a definitive answer but I do think I found a process for preserving my body in a clear plastic solution that will keep my dna in tact and corpse recognizable for at least the first thousand years.

solemnlysworn wrote:Only curious about what something meaning to you actually means. From an aspd perspective I'm sure you can understand why there might be an interest. Superego development is lacking here so anything cared about beyond the self through egocentricity is novel and interesting and worth asking about. No need to hide it

Well that's a big question.

Maybe the thing your prying about is intuition. Intuition can't be achieved as a result of a conscious analyzing thinking process, or really tracked down. So this could be why my output is lagging behind or presents itself as other than it truly is.

Hallava wrote:Maybe the thing your prying about is intuition.

No, it's not. It was started because you said that looking after the environment was very close to your heart, and I asked how.

You spend a lot of time defending your decision not to reply instead of doing what should have been an opportunity to demonstrate why, not just to me, but to the whole board.

It makes people wonder if you're full of sh1t. You might not see that as a problem, but you are on a forum where you're sharing your opinions. The more people think you're full of sh1t, the less notice they will take of you.

You could have said, "I recycle my garbage, have a reusable water bottle, walk or cycle instead of drive" or anything else and who would given a sh1t? It would have been done. At least people would realise that you practice what you copy from the internet.

You already have a signature that you don't understand.

Now though: what do you do for the environment you clearly have deep feelings for?