Reaper wrote:Eight wrote:You may want to consider some of the stuff she wrote when she was GodandGoddess, BetterThanYou, or TheGreatest, some of her earlier names here -- those names she chose for herself say something about her mindset.
Who are you claiming those are the old usernames of, me or crystal?
They're certainly not mine. I don't even choose usernames like that.
I think she's talking about you, crystal. Are they your old usernames?
These aren't your past names, Reaper -- you'd never chose these names. You portray yourself as far more dark, evil, demonic, and choose names/avatars that support that view of yourself.
They are some of crystal's old usernames when she first came to the forum and posted as a young male; he told the forum his name is Chris. One of the reasons that some people still call her Chris. Eventually, when he kept getting banned, he became 'crystal_richardson', a female.
This is a glimpse into how crystal views herself -- a god or goddess, far better than you, the greatest --superior, aloof and disdainful of society, rejecting that which she feels has rejected her.
What do you do when you are rejected? You either suffer (with your belly on the cold earth, etc), or you eventually create a schema where you aren't the rejected but are the rejector... you castigate society and those who participate in it (those lowly workers who have a job, etc) and rise above it all in your superior position of refusing to participate. That superiority schema hurts a hell of a lot less.
At least you're honest, Reaper, when you say you don't work because you can't hold down a job for more than a few weeks. That might not be praiseworthy, but at least it's more honest than saying you don't work because working is too common for you and you'll suicide if you ever have to get a job, like crystal says.
crystal_richardson_ wrote:i remember anti
i don't recognize that other person though..
is that suppose to be me?
yikes
Nice deflection without denying.
TheGreatest doesn't sound at all like you. Different use of language to yours.
Nope. That's early crystal. All bragging superiority and disdain for others... until she'd fall apart and post in self-defeatist terms, or huge pink letters yelling at herself or at the forum for not paying attention to her, though now that I'm remembering sometimes it would be soppy song lyrics as well. I know you remember this, Reaper. She's still the same but she's toned it down a lot so that blatancy is rarely seen now. But the separatist superiority is still quite evident, though it is only there to cover up the depths to which she feels empty and nothing and useless.
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