by psycho ZIM » Mon Jan 06, 2014 3:51 am
Seems like personal pics aren't allowed. no big deal, it's not like i have photos of myself anyway, since i'm ugly.
I'm a guy, 5'-11", Chinese american, got the chink eyes, got freckles on my face, black hair, brown eyes, medium/tanned skin, look like maybe 17 or 18 even though i'm 25. i probably sound like a kid too, maturity comes slow to me. I'm skinny, no muscle (they won't grow).
I don't know crap about fashion and never bothered to put time into how i look. I don't have a hair style or clothing style, sometimes i look good other times i look like a child. I haven't had my hair cut in over 8 months and i don't plan on cutting it anytime soon, so it's growing longer and longer, less and less manageable, not that it was more manageable when it's short. it's not too long yet, i plan to keep growing it longer, i haven't figured out what to do after that. i suppose i'll decide when it's too long.
if i'm not wearing a jacket or long sleeves there may be cuts or scratches on my arm that i made and i'm proud i did it and don't care who sees them. I don't cut often, and i do it for fun, i think. i'm not really sure why i cut.
i often present myself as a shy Asian kid
i act normal (whatever normal is) and you'd never see anything else unless my eyes give me away, which unfortunately is more often than i'd like. then the effect is immediate, people back away and break contact. it's so hard to make friends.