torture

djvla wrote:And it's not towards any kind of person. Mostly with sadistic people, like rapists or child molesters.

but those are usually not hot (not to mention female)

Greatem wrote:

djvla wrote:And it's not towards any kind of person. Mostly with sadistic people, like rapists or child molesters.

but those are usually not hot (not to mention female)

Well, I'm not male. And like I said. Nothing sexual.

djvla wrote:I feel an overwhelming pleasure by watching/reading/talking about slow non lethal torture. It's not sexual pleasure. It's better I'd say. And it's not towards any kind of person. Mostly with sadistic people, like rapists or child molesters.
I like slow torture with plenty psychologic elements. I don't like when the person dies quickly(I'm talking about fiction, it's like I ever tortured anyone '-').
With normal people I see it as just boring.
I also like military like torture.

I get pleasure watching the powerful and wealthy fall. Though being the person administering the torture would be much more fun. Having the powers of life and death, and even over pain, over someone so powerful.... there's just something about that that's thrilling and feeds my grandiosity.

It's also why as I was younger I fantasized about being a "superhero", it wasn't about saving the princess, it was because I got to take out the guy that had power and used it to hurt others. The supervillain if you will. I would then get to treat him every bit as badly if not worse than he treated others, yet people would treat me as better than he. I'd be honored if not worshipped.

Minotauros,

I think you described it better! It's more like seeing once powerful and evil people being reduced to sobbing idiots. Like breaking them and making they regret what they made and things like that.

Making them regret it doesn't matter to me. Its not like they would regret it anyway, so doing it for that purpose is pointless. Though to break them psychologically is the fun part.

Making them regreat only matters in cases I particulars issues. To people I don't know I don't give a fock. But I have personal issues with 13 people. So yeah...

It used to be about getting even with people from my past, making them regret what they did. Then I gained understanding that they could not regret. On top of that, I began to associate them with others who wrong others.

I don't if you keep a person in a basement and torture them for day, them set them free but always keeping contact with them would break anyone. They would become weak, live in fear and beg for forgiveness. Theoretically at least, because I'd not be able to do that I I had a chance, I'd kill them in their first day in a very painful away. And all I said here is pure fantasy. I'm not that controlled to do anything I said '-' I get carried away very easily. Alas the fights I got into always end with my adversaries practically shitting their pants. It's not even about hitting much. It's the way I behave I guess. I'm a normal stature girl lol. I'm not strong yet I can get people scared of me so easily. Its weird.

djvla wrote:It's more like seeing once powerful and evil people being reduced to sobbing idiots. Like breaking them and making they regret what they made and things like that.

Exactly. You are not describing "slow non lethal torture". You are describing something more akin to violent righteousness. You sound more like a moralist than a sadist. (Not that there's any shame in that. )

Platypus wrote:

djvla wrote:It's more like seeing once powerful and evil people being reduced to sobbing idiots. Like breaking them and making they regret what they made and things like that.

Exactly. You are not describing "slow non lethal torture". You are describing something more akin to violent righteousness. You sound more like a moralist than a sadist. (Not that there's any shame in that. )

For me lethal torture is like gutting them alive lol. And slow because you can break a person's mind in one day.
I never said I was a sadist (;
But moralist... hum! I don't know I always saw myself as that opposite of that. I don't have any beliefs or rules for what is right or wrong. I just don't tolerate rapists and child abusers I guess. That makes me really pissed. Well, those are morals, but I can't think of any other but these. Maybe I'm a moralist O: