nemoskull wrote:ive been bipolar for 15 years now. the one thing i can tell you is its not a good idea to decide to stop you meds untill after a month.
and yeah, the side effects are real bad, some times. but the newer meds are getting better.
i deal with paranoia and i have imangary friends, (just one), but the key here is to remember your brain is a little broken, so you may not be seeing thing quite right.
what helped me is some friends who i could ask if things were real or not.
just my .02
BTW, do you work you, or go to a gym? it might help with the voices to get some excersize.
you can do this. you can find a way to make things better. just take it one day at a time.
I go back the doctor this wendsday so I decided to stop my meds I have been having a problem one is I am worried about the side effects to the point I am starting to get really stressed out about it, one part of me is telling me to take them and the other is telling me not to, I have also become really obsessive about something bad happening to me from the medication . I also want to know what is wrong with me cuz they would have to be a dam good reason for me to have to take them meds. I have had Social Phobia for years and I have paranoia sometimes I feel I am still in control and I try to handle it the best way I can but when you think people are following you and trying to get in to your mind its not easy to deal with , Hence why I don’t go out much , I think sometimes I get depressed I think I could be depressed now but I don’t see that I am but people around me noticed a change in me. If I look back at my life I feel like I have not been honest to doctors I have always tried to hide my paranoia thoughts and the voices in my head I felt like I just couldn’t open up and tell them , Well now I am more able to talk and I feel like my problems are getting worse over the years, I think when you become desperate you talk now I have had voices out of my head and I self harm but I am hoping they will go away and I can have a normal life soon .