what psychiatry meds did you bad and which ones helped you

i wanna know if u have bad experiences with certain psychiatry drugs (which ones) and if there are some drugs that actually helped you without givin you tons of side effects

ok first of im gonna tell u my experience. i dunno if its good or bad. before depocate i took tons of other antidepressants and anti psychotics but i hardly experienced any effect excluding side effects. btw im bipolar with ocd. since i started depocate my mood swings went away, the medication didn't make me sleepy or a zombie like other drugs do, overall i feel good, even happy, i also take rivotril and lexapro. but what make me a lil nervous is i feel like im loosing my feeling, the happiness over small things that i always had, the jumping with excitement whenever i was looking forward to something, i know my mood swing were very bad and even the happy times were just too happy to handle and the depression times were so depressive it couldn't even get worse i guess. i now feel alright, mentally stable, but now it seems there's so little life has to offer, there's so ######6 little i can enjoy. now u can say get a girfriend, have wonderful friends surround you, but i have neither. i have some friends but not the ones that you can realy on when u feel down cuz u dont wanna drag then down with u. i started thinking of suicide. whats better in your opinion? be bipolar or live a well balanced life thats boring and makes you wanna kill urself

I know it has been almost a month since the last post in this topic, but I must share.

Paxil. Oh, Paxil. It is AWFUL. And it did not work for me, but that's not it. It can definitely cause you to be more anxious, more depressed, and just feel miserable. Your body feels miserable all the time. But the real kick in the butt was when I decided to quit it, cold-turkey, out of desperation. I hated that damn medication, PLUS I was going to be pregnant with a baby (it never formed into a zygote, and I ended up miscarrying; I felt real awful for an organism that didn't even turn into an embryo). It was THAT bad though. Had to quit cold-turkey. Side-effects of that were a night-mare. Bad headaches, room spinning, vertigo. Took me around a week, but I sure was happy to be off that stupid Paxil.