by OMNICELL » Fri Nov 18, 2011 12:52 am
Your right..!! Wait. What was that, your hearing voices. Don't worry about it, it shouldn't hurt you. You will be fine. What was that. Your feeling depressed and want to kill yourself. Just go to work, everything will be fine. You cant go to work ?, You freaked out and ran off. What happened..! Don't worry about it. Someone of a better level of competition will take your place. the place you worked at will be fine. They will not have a loss. don't worry about it. Your on your knees praying to God for help because no one understands you or your problems. Don't worry about it. Well get you to the edge of the city where you wont bother the middle class anymore. Isn't that what you wanted. You wouldn't want the middle class to be offended when their playing Tennis or drinking coffee at the club.
What, no one will listen to you. What has happened.!! All of your friends are calling you a dead beat. I thought you knew them so well.!! didn't you say last week that you and them were all brothers, all part of the same fraternity of life.
They've all left you, You cant understand. If they would just ask what was wrong , you would explain it to them. THey never ask.. THey quietly walk away and never return. even your best friends.
Now that your sick and mental, you begin to notice others that are sick and mental and thrown away.
You peer through your window, and notice the daughter of the next door neighbor. You notice for the first time she is very neglected. You have been neglected lately and understand. Your worried about her. Your old friends from next door don't seem to care about their daughter, yet you are starting to, as you can see she has been beaten down emotionally. She is being asked to perform instead of being human.
Next day, You've been thinking about the next door neighbors daughter all night, You know something could be wrong. She is just a child. a teenager. Because you know misery, You know how she is feeling just by looking at her. You decide to go to the neighbors house and confront them. However, when you leave your house, You are cornered by the fact that their are police next door and an ambulance.
You were right. Because of your new found mental distress you recognized her distress. SHe is a child. TO LATE MATE,,!! Last night she quietly walked to her parents closet and hanged herself. TO LATE....
and what do her parents do ... They go to the club and have coffee, explaining to all their friends. " Our Daughter" Our Daughter" How could she make us look like such fools in front of our friends. Then whispering to the tennis pro sitting next to them. " Were glad she's gone. She was never one of us in the first place" Laughing... " lets have more coffee"
Decisions Decisions Decisions... What side of the fence will I be on.... On the side of God or, On the side of the person that started this post from the top....
Dissociative Disorder
CPTSD
AVPD; Social avoidance
Previous/Psychotic clinical Depression
agoraphobia
obsessive/compulsive disorder
Evolution didn't stop my death, God did .....Now what?