pheonixrise wrote:MirageXD wrote:Neil@Libra wrote:Yes
Responses such as these are the reason why I usually don't read this part of the forum. They only make me lose my temper.![]()
I wonder if some people wouldn't like to have their paranoid/delusional/suicidal personality changed to something they can live with.![]()
Once you hear voices every other second telling you that you are no good, once you forget words in the middle of a sentence, once you see stuff from a horror movie every time you close your eyes, once you don't sleep for a week, once you think that you're telepathicaly communicating with other people, and once you overcome all of this without medication, then come here and spread the BS you are spreading now. You don't have the right to do it now. BTW, these were my experiences.
Sorry for the vent.
Mirage
Completely agree with you Mirage. I don't have to deal with hallucinations or psychosis too often (a couple times a year) but without my meds I'm suicidal, unable to focus, and so anxious I don't leave the house. Thanks to going on meds, I've actually been able to concentrate on therapy, self-help and self-care, all things that do a lot to keep me stable.
So, What I'm getting is a lot whining from a couple of drug addicts who are too cowed to even control their own minds. Must be some really good $#%^ you're on, but it will render you completely irresponsible and dependent, incompetent. Drug pushers are drug pushers, kidnappers are kidnappers, no matter what kind of credentials or political clout they wield. One of you didn't even quote my post; 0 confront=irresponsible.
Some things to consider;
suicide can be a call for help; it can also be a type of psychological black mail, as in "Either do this or I'll end my life".. my mother played this viscous head game with me when I was in my early teens; A big part of getting on my path of case resolution was disconnecting completely from her. She's what's called a case agitator (squared), which is pretty common among people deemed 'mentally ill'. I really have little respect or empathy for that $#%^; save it for the morons and your useless psychiatrist, and stop using it as an excuse to get on the path of genuine recovery.
Also, your body is your own property, to say nothing of the mental real estate you don't seem able to control presently; if you want to destroy it, it's totally up to you. Just don't drag the rest of your relations down with you, or use it to invalidate my points with the loser attitudes, because I have no temperance or tolerance for this kind of rationalization.
if you ever want to break out of the disneyland funk, I'll can only say it's a long uphill climb filled with terror, grief, and outrage. Sanity is not about calm, the two don't even equate. Calm and well being are things you have to earn, and sure as hell not just from popping pills. That's the choice of the chicken $#%^, of one who doesn't respect himself and lets someone else treat his own body as their property, to drug or push around anyway he chooses, and consequently, stop you.
There obtains "worse than dead feelings", one of which is called "controlling bodies" below grief and apathy, which is just where most psychiatrist come from these days.
In one discussion a few years back, someone teaching collegiate psychology- Corey Hammer said: "Responsibility is an illusion"; which is just exactly what one would expect from a bunch of criminal mentalities posing as a "help" group.