by maddogmaddy » Tue Jun 07, 2011 3:14 pm
I have noticed, for quite some time now. The hard part for me is this: I see very clearly how quick doctors are to prescribe these kinds of meds, for millions of reasons. And unfortunately, many people (my mother is a perfect example) don't take the time to do their own research on their condition and the meds they're supposed to take. They just bow down and do what they're told. But on the other hand, I have seen so many sides of this thing called psychology/psychiatry, and I do have a great deal of respect for the field and the good the treatments can bring about. Personally, I have found out the hard way that not only do I progressively get worse without meds, but with the getting worse also comes along not being able to adequately take care of myself or my children. So I take my meds. But I ask questions, I research, I track my symptoms/side effects, and if I'm not content with how things are, I demand changes be made until I get my way. The doctors are the professionals, but I know myself better than anyone, and I know whether or not I'm feeling the way I should be feeling.
I guess bottom line is, it's a toss-up for me. A very touchy situation, this medication thing.
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