I was upset by the posts because of a part of my personality. I have certain buttons (like everyone) that people, certain people, push and I get me upset. My mind goes blank and I hate that feeling. I imagine that many people get that way when
taking a test in certain subjects. My mind goes blank
just taking to people.
I
have some idas and values that I am sensitive about.
This can and has been good at times, but there are a small % of people who go around pushing people's buttons to see them get upset. I believe that our person who started this discussion is one of them. They do not want to have an intelligent debate, they just want to upset others.
I was blind to this part of myself until several people on this forum pointed this out to me. I thought I knew myself very well, but I did grow from the experience. I realized that the advice that I was given was great so I went into action. I copied their advice and read it over a number of times. I wanted to make sure that the information sunk in. The people on the forums can really help us because they have been down the same road.
I love to debate things. I love to research things. However, I have to be aware that a few people are just out there to upset others. I've written over 100 pages of material to explain some of my insights and methods of living without drugs. I have them on my website. I will put more stuff on as I see a need for it. I do not want others to suffer from depression and anxiety as I have.
I know that most people would not relate to the way I feel and what my sensitive buttons are, but I need to know my weak points and work on them or work on ways to deal with them.
Jim S