Censored for Speaking Out

Criminal elements to psychiatry and how it is used to mask issues of domestic control and political oppression. I love my family, but what has been done to me as the victim is wrong. I don't want the world to end because I was a victim. I want people to stop being victims. I am upset at the horrible things that were done. But to simply watch on and let it continue would be immoral. God is challenging this paradigm of false control. We are his instruments, not a machination of each other, but separate divine beings with God within and completely mirrors of each other. God is infinite and divine and in all the people now. Hold onto the truth. God will not win the battle if we become submissive to a machinated lie. I'm not trying to proselytize but I'm stirring the pot with this post.

I have always had doubts about the accuracy as to an early chronic mental illness label: the main reason is that I was at boarding school, and right after I was sent home two of the students who had been teasing me had been expelled. I found this out in a letter from a student who had moved to Costa Rica to live in the cloud forest school. She was an outsider who must have known what happened. I woke up having missed a day of my life and walked to class like it was normal. My head hurt so bad and the sounds around me were loud. A friend of mine recently said that I was probably given a smart drug and not a sleeping pill by the student. The students were acting strange, and because they were quakers I also wonder if there's some cult-related stuff too. In 2016 I started re-evaluating my life. Well my mom is better now.

I tend to come across uncommon knowledge because i have an open mind. And this has been patronized and downplayed as overactive thinking or mania. My father and I have a strained relationship and I feel as though I am being masqueraded by everyone I know as someone I'm not. I'm sacrificing a lot to keep things together. It is only through faith that I was able to piece together the pieces of my broken life. I feel as though my relatives are growing more distant because they never are able to communicate anything anymore to me of any value. I’m tired of the secrets. I hate conspiracies.

I'm not asking for much, maybe one person to reach out to me. Maybe one single person to stop hating me as if I did people wrong, or I was just a pushover. The vitriol is becoming a biased excuse to ruin my life. You can thank the psychiatric industry for colluding with the government in order to undermine freedom. I was too vocal about their plans: interrogated, and used as the first on a trial of ABILIFY which they plan to put microchips in and it was approved by the FDA. I was overdosed on ABILIFY, then switched to the six other newer atypicals until I was in a state of shock and then released.

I can see through time, and I started seeing the future again. Sometimes objects move when their around me of their own accord, and it is the Satanic Cults that infiltrated the CIA are a part of a French Cult called the Prior of Sion which does exist and the operation involves every government, the Pope, the people, and China who market the medication that everyone is being forced to believe helps them but actually gives them cancer. Russia owns the central bank, and they armed Syria and NK has a nuke. So what is the end game? Nothing, because when everyone betrays each other we all fall. Even the illuminati can’t stop the end of the world.

The psychiatrist who ignored me then diagnosed me with PARANOID SCHIZOPHRENIA. I was put in an adult unit and everyone saw the downward spiral. I was refused anything and they pushed me into Serotonin Syndrome for 9 weeks of solitary confinement when I was sixteen, and then at seventeen I was put into a trauma unit and was tested on Geodon which made me start hallucinating, they kept me in a sustained traumatic state in the hospital. What I was going to expose was the fact that they were going to put people into mental hospitals and then kill them all because of the New World Order; and these were all the most brilliant minds in America.

They are currently using technology to brainwash and control people using dictation and mimicking people through ELF signals to act out. Everyone wants to shut up, be quiet, but we're turning into the UK in AMERICA. When WILL IT STOP? WHEN WILL SOMEONE CHALLENGE THE CONTROL and outlaw GENE THERAPY altogether so that the GMO and EUGENICS CAN STOP? For real it might seem simple now, but what about the guy who wants to switch things around and people with centralized power seeking to undermine or gain for any opportunity. Cultural COLLAPSE. The USA/BIG PHARMA/FLINT all of it. ONE BIG TRAP. The pipeline burst, oil spilled into the rivers, but still no one is listening.

They were going to put wristbands on them and so I read the information at the place where my father worked and somehow the government took their mind control and used it against me. Plus my mother was fighting WHINSEC and the Illuminati. She sued the federal government. She might have won the lawsuit. I don't know. Because then she went crazy and I think what happened was the government/defense wanted my mother silenced. i don't know if my life is really true sometimes because I'm always conditioned to ignore my thoughts and intuition. The right/left idealogy is only the first step at the globalist plan to sterilize the population. And yeah, the wall is meant to keep us in, not others out.

And that's what the right wing ideal is: protectionism in the face of adversity. Seemingly innocent on the surface until faced with an economic downturn or a mafia shadow government.

Well I do not hate you and I don't think you did anything wrong. You simply have no control over what you can not control just like anybody else. To make yourself feel bad is to punish yourself for someone else's mistakes. I'm sorry no one is listening to you. I think listening is key in that it takes a great deal of burden off yourself. You feel less crazy and you have less weight on your shoulders. Its not right that you are being conditioned to ignore your thoughts and intuition. In my experience that only makes it much worse- reinforcing beliefs and making thoughts push back harder. Escalation at best, being pushed into loneliness at worse.


One thing is for sure, whether psychiatry is a conspiracy or just misguided methods, it often does a stellar job of traumatizing the most vulnerable, helpless and those who said quacks simply can no understand. However unlike them; myself and others are here to listen