Ok . You had some bad experiences with psychiatrists, antypsihotics or at hospital. But what are doing to go beyond that?
Are you eating veggies and fruits? Drinking enough watter? Taking your mind on a better situation.
There is a difference between accepting what is happening ( best) being like minded with doctors who have let's say 50% good intents. And being against (worst)
Are you better than your doctor ? Are you doing so well that you can say mental illness is the least I'm thinking off?
I personally have plenty of pills on the shelf.
Occasionally think
1. Not taking them will make me worse or better? am I going to end up in hospital again?
2. Suicidal thoughts i.e. marilyn monroe type of situation
3.srsly asking parents not to push the drugs as my period is not coming
How will I face A. that is the psychiatrist I visit.
When whe will say about all of this drug pushing technique he has.
I will just won't argue.
And just ask for what I need most at that time.
Psychiatrists are fairly intelligent human beings . In my town there isn't even a psychiatrist thar works indepenedent from the hospital.
I would really appreciate therapy with a psychiatrist.