Breaking Free...a Possibility..?

Hello,

I understand the Bipolar label from various angles, but I have yet to be able to understand it - from the angle of conceiving it.

I was hired to do Security undercover work and several hospitals and I don't with a lot of psych patients and 'psychiatric nurses'.

I embarked upon several pseudo patient experiments. Sorry, but just because somebody sits in front of any of these people, (psychologist etc.) - does not mean that whatever label or slander, so to speak, they got - is anything valid. I had one case, where you didn't even need to talk to them, but just answer two questions - and they were willing to dish out pills, and a label.

I have experience with research methods, and psych statistics for case studies. Yeah..I know that allot of the studies are just brainwashing material... It also exposes itself, because people that choose to believe them...have no knowledge or experience with research methods or case studies. The people that choose to believe them; demonstrate that they have a reckless disregard for the truth, and that they're more concerned with validation - more brainwash material.

I have discovered this one thing, and every single person who has conceived any mental health label, at one point or another - has told me that they have thoughts about being a liar. A plethora of these people, have also admitted that there label - is guilt and shame.

I was able to get information about the history - in respects to the timing of when they conceived their label, and every single one never took any clinical test.

Now.....it's common sense, and I know that they didn't take a clinical test, because nobody does - but there's another reason....

Science has yet to discover the origin of neurotransmitters, but neurotransmitters release based upon what somebody is experiencing in the environment; along with their thoughts. So, the act of giving a clinical test would have an effect on your transmitters....and there is no 'set balance' for neurotransmitters; as they release based upon your thoughts, and what you're experiencing in the environment.

Now, even psychology and these people themselves - have admitted....their cycle. They have publicly exposed, and in various forms of written context, and or covertly with private interviews with me; the common symptoms of -pride, guilt, shame, and living a lie.

Now, I take a look at the ambiguous, easy to sell conceive scripts, for labels like: ADHD, ADD, depression, anxiety, bipolar, schizophrenia in the like......

Then, I take a look at these people, who have self conceit these labels.....

They are symptoms are identical to the cycles of: guilt, shame, living a lie and pride.

Now, I know somebody, and don't really know them very well...and I haven't been able to get to know them, because they've conceived this bipolar. She tries to smear her bipolar, on just about anybody that she comes across. She kept trying to get me to believe that, all these other people had labels - like bipolar histrionic or schizophrenia. I have discovered that anybody that she has come across...leaves her, and that her ex husband died within her radar, her previous husband moved across the country, and all her children are across the country, or out of the county - on the other side of the state. I myself had to cut her off and stay away from her - I can't go near her. She too...has exposed, that she is full of guilt and shame, rambling thoughts, that she is a liar, because she conceived a lie, and has been living a lie - but she has a pride issue, and she cannot let go of the trap she created.

So, I have noticed that several people on this forum, and other forms; have started to come out, with the fact that, they have thoughts - which is their own thoughts, about being a liar...and ...I'm wondering if any of you can give me some insight into how somebody can break free of the lie, after living it for so long.

Basically... if nothing mattered ....what would it take for you - to break free of the trap, that you have created...?

Is she 'doomed', so to speak - or do you think that there is something that could happen, where she could break free of her trap?

Thank you, for 'hearing me out', and I appreciate any insight that you could give.