Hello all,
I posted a thread a while back which was locked as the topic of conversation began to sway toward breaking the rules of this forum, which was unfortunate as it was the greatest source of help to me.
A quick recap; I, like so many others, was imprisoned and forcefully shot up with psychiatric poisons. Namely Abilify, though I was given an unknown concoction during my imprisonment at the torture house. I was released on whats known as a CTO - which forced me to reciece their poison, at the maximum possible dose, every month for a little over a year.
Thankfully I managed to escape this compolsory torture order, and have not had any futher poison enter my body in a little over 4 months now.
I'd like to start this thread by letting people know that I have learnt a lot about this system, specifically in Australia, and am available to help you also by sharing my experience on how I did it.
But also, I'm sure it comes as no surpise to this community, but my suffering has not ceased along with their drugs. I still feel heavily impaired, merely existing in a retarded like state of mind, without access to my emotions, or anything that gives life meaning, really. I am a rotting carcus of my former self, barely.
I'm beyond desperate and fast nearing the day I act on my drug-induced homicidal and suicidal thoughts; thats if these drugs dont end it before I can.
I am seeking help in the form of reccomendations. There is nothing I will not do to return to my previous life, my health.
- is there any types of healing practitioners you have used that can assist one in their recovery? Obviously, I will ignore reccomendations of "psychiatrists", or "GPs".
- any self healing techniques or other? Supplements, herbs, outlawed substances? (as i will travel the globe to access these things to where it is allowed)
- any other tips or experiences that can help me to recocer?
Basically I'm just lost and desperately seeking words of wisdom from those who are in the know.
Thanks