Hey everyone, sorry it's taken me so long to get back. I appreciate your frank and kind replies; I'll try to put them to good use. I realized reading your comments that I left some info out and tried incorporating it into the replies. Here goes:
Riccola wrote:Those working in the legal system are not trained, educated or even aware of mental illness or how to treat it. Some even believe most symptoms of mental illness are something faked for attention or to get out of conviction.
For what it's worth, this is exactly what happened at the trial. One juror remarked "I personally have trouble with the insanity [plea]... I know what the law says but — and I would have a tendency to follow but I do not believe it." Another one claimed "Well, I will think that he's hiding something, scared. And if you're not afraid of anything that you would get up and tell it like it is." The defense attempted to strike these men from the court, but were denied, even after the latter admitted he thought his view implied the defendant was guilty.
You're absolutely right in that our authorities are inadequate.
Riccola wrote:The fact your relative latter admitted murder is a sin means nothing. Many individuals who suffer with schizophrenia will often black out or loose control of normal behavior latter having poor or no recollection. Latter they will be able to answer normally "yes murder is wrong" however this does not mean at the time they had control over their own behavior. It simply does not work that way.
I thought it "simply does not work that way" as well, but perhaps not. The doctor they appointed claimed, "he could have been delusional..." but as also "under the opinion that appellant knew what he was doing and its consequences...and knew that what he was doing was wrong." So, although he was insane at the time, he was legally still liable.
Riccola wrote:People who are suspected of being guilty of a crime are often talked (more like brainwashed) into pleading guilty or something along those lines simply to bypass anything that could help them out in an effort to speed up the whole processes.
Seems like everyone around them is usually more brainwashed than the the suspect; ironic in cases like this considering the defendant's the "insane" one. I definitely agree with your point.
Riccola wrote:Speaking from personal experience and having known people who struggle with mental illness I can say with confidence many fall victim to the criminal justice system where the treatment they receive simply makes them worse causing them fall right back in.
Yes. In all the time he's been in he's only been in and out of trouble, having privileges taken and given back only to revoked. I've seen and heard absolutely nothing to indicate anyone actually wants to help him.
Riccola wrote:I am sorry you and your relative are going through this btw.
He's been in there for years now, and his time will potentially be over with in a few years. I only hope he makes it with what's happening (not that he's got much of a life to look forward to when he gets out). But, thanks for your reply, it's good to know not everyone agrees with what was done.
I shouldn't be surprised or think I have a say in the matter, I guess I'd only hoped otherwise.
Copy_Cat wrote:When I was in the mental ward of the county jail after they took away my Clonopin they refused to give me anything to sleep and I was awake for a week I think and believed I was dead and in hell.
I wasn't dead only in hell.
The first time they made a move to take away my Clonopin I said no I was not a danger to myself but if anyone else messes with me during my anxiety and they get hurt its on you and they continues giving it to me and I stayed in the general population. Then on the med line someone saw what I get and tried to buy it from me with commissary . Ya right , trade my Clonopin for pop tarts and cinnamon buns. Pry it from my cold dead fingers.
Someone then accused me of selling it or that was just a lie from the people in psych to justify not giving it to me anymore.
I have seen the mental ward , scary place. There for a little over a week. People pacing and talking out load all day , some may jump you at any time for a reason only in there head.
It's that kind of inhumane treatment I'm afraid of. "I wasn't dead only in hell." Yes, you were. I'm thankful you're still around to testify towards it. You must be an incredible person.
Copy_Cat wrote:The worst was the people who faked mental illness cause the were rats or just horrible people that were hiding in there because in general population they were not safe.
They were evil towards the mentally ill people in there and also were friends with the suicide prevention aids.
What utter corruption. How can the system be so screwed up we can't tell who belongs where?
Copy_Cat wrote:The suicide prevention aids or SPAs . The lowest prison scum I saw, that same I have authority and right to abuse. They acted like jail staff.
After my stay in psych was over I worked in the kitchen until I attempted to take one of the SPAs head off with a broom but he ran. And ran fast I couldn't get at him.
As giddy the thought makes me by association, I'm a bit relieved he got away. I'd hate to think you'd be stuck there even longer, but it's wrong you were driven to that point.
Copy_Cat wrote:Later that year I met someone who told me about Mindfreedom international. That's what turned me on to 'anti-psychiatry' and saved me from more years of keep me sick drugging and lead me here. I also got a hold of a book that explained how psychiatry really works. That was God in my life.
I quit the drugs in jail and that is where I learned I was better without them. It just wasn't worth the long line up shut up ordeal to get anything but Clonopin. If I start feeling bad I will go tomorrow I told myself.
Tomorrow never came but a week or so later I went on the line and took the Celexa they prescribed. That night going to sleep I noticed I had Akathisia again. I never noticed it go away, until it came back and realized the cause.
Perhaps I'll look into it? As someone who's been on faulty, painful meds with a poor psychiatrist, I'd like to hear more about it.
Copy_Cat wrote:Why did I get a year ?
DUI for one 24 oz can of beer. FU not guilty. F probation that is a trap. A five year or never ending trap. Stay sober 5 years or one slip go back , no way I was living like that.
Bull f**k**g shlt. Our system is a joke.
Copy_Cat wrote:I really don't think that is the lesser of two evils.
My thoughts now are that a state hospital is the greater of two evils, a prison where you don't even have the right to say no to psychiatric drugs and must injest what ever a state psychiatrist writes on the pad.
Well, that offers some comfort, assuming he makes it out of here alive.
I wonder, what are specifically the requirements to work in such a place? A mere BA of psychology?
Copy_Cat wrote:That to me sounds like the closest thing to hell we have on this earth.
I think it's all a perversion of help and order although it goes by its name. Awful, stupid world we live in. Hopefully it won't always be this way. If not for my relative, I hope there's something I can do.
Copy_Cat wrote:I really did a bad job of describing my journey through that hell, the "justice" system, but I made it out the other side better I think.
No way anyone in prison is refusing drugs do to so called Anosognosia - Lack of Insight. believe me people will take anything to sleep off there time so for anyone to refuse the effects of the drugs must be awful.
Forced neuroleptic drugs would also reduce your ability to defend yourself. Not a good thing in any institutional lockup. Not a good thing at all.
I thought you did a great job.

I mean, I'm not expecting a 100% full and accurate description of your stay, that'd take some time and you probably wouldn't post it here, but I gained much insight as you put here.
Sounds like something out a soap opera, yet there it is.
Copy_Cat wrote:Try here
Prison Talk - Prison Information and Inmate Support ...
http://www.prisontalk.com/Prisoner & Family Support Information Chat Forums.
I haven't had the chance to look these up yet, but likely will later today. Thanks for both of yours help, I'm going to try the search engine as you've said.