Im Italian so I talk fast and loud

And my psychiatrist and previous psychologist interpret that as histrionia and mania.

I send my psychiatrist troll emails for lulz and he interprets them as thought disordered.

I have anxiety about paying $300AU an hour to a professional to get advice they are never allowed to give so I talk a lot in that time in hopes for some feedback and this is interpreted as pressured speech.

I know exactly what I am doing ALL THE TIME 60% of the time.

300 dollars gold is a lot imo. Have you tried another psychiatrist?

SBBro wrote:And my psychiatrist and previous psychologist interpret that as histrionia and mania.

I send my psychiatrist troll emails for lulz and he interprets them as thought disordered.

I have anxiety about paying $300AU an hour to a professional to get advice they are never allowed to give so I talk a lot in that time in hopes for some feedback and this is interpreted as pressured speech.

I know exactly what I am doing ALL THE TIME 60% of the time.

Dude, record a vocaroo.com of you talking so we can hear how it is and disprove those psychiatrists.

Theres no chance I am gonna record him or disclose his identity or mine. 1 I like him, 2 hes on my side. He is very ethical.

I am not anti-psych I just think the system is underfunded and flawed for 2 reasons:

1) underfunding, not enough nurses and psychologists. No money for SPECT or fMRI. Too far away from genetic test technology.

2) human error.

I cant ######6 believe they still think I am on axis 2 when I am on axis 1.

Anyway at least you guys in the US have modern techniques such as yoga and mindfulness. The psychs here are stuck in the 90s giving us art therapy and CBT.
We still use talk therapy here! The US military threw that out like 2 years ago didnt they?

They keep putting me on risperidone for BPD, I am self medicating now with zoloft and valium.
I am taking NAC for a minor thought disorder(I am not a menace to society to warrant risperidone).
I am taking fish oil for BDNF.

Anyway I see some people here genuinely have schizophrenia but are unaware, I think its their choice to receive treatment but when I was psychotic from MDD meds stopped me from dying.
Risperidone also helped me regain my cognitive functions.

Whats ######6 sad is they have seperated the cluster A and Cluster B people in the wards so its boring as ###$ now. I love loud and obnoxious cluster A people or people with word salad schizophrenia.

BTW all my problems stem for psychology.

Age 5: Only told to socialize not do CBT by child psychologists. They just wanted to rule out Autism.
Also tried reward therapy, what a joke.

Age 12: Diagnosed with OCD never recomended zoloft which would have helped actually

Age 16: misdiagnosed NPD instead of BPD+Dissociation told to do whatever, I assumed I was retarded and beyond help, I couldnt imagine psychologists would withold such a serious diagnosis.

Age: 17 Diagnosed agoraphobic, recomended zoloft, doctor oversaw I had dissociation THIS IS WHEN I SHOULD HAVE BEEN SECTIONED.

Age 29: Told all I had was anxiety, this ended me up in the psych ward due to overconfidence.

I just wanna say whatever quackery you think psychiatry is, psychology is worse.
Talk therapy is #######4 it just opens up old wounds.

The method now is yoga, mindfulness meditation and if you wanna try something new take NAC and exercise.

Psychology is just a buisiness to be an emotional tampon for someone and take their money.
Psychiatry is different, yes partly its to keep society safe from criminals but it can also help people. The reason its mostly the former is because:
1) Crazy people dont know they are crazy, you cant self analyze or diagnose.
2) You are your brain and its pretty healthy to be happy with who you are.

I am actually devestated to find out I have a PD but I am trying my best to facilitate myself, I know the professionals wont, you need to be a psychologist for that. Thats why people become psychologists to try figure out why their own lives are ###$ up then help others instead of themselves. Its the wounded healer mentality.

Anyway my psychiatrist is very good he has high EQ but he does $#%^ test me more than he should.

I think the anti-psych mentality is too black and white, yes some psychs are bad, yes some people are better off unmedicated and left to roam but no system is perfect.

SBBro wrote:Theres no chance I am gonna record him or disclose his identity or mine. 1 I like him, 2 hes on my side. He is very ethical.

I am not anti-psych I just think the system is underfunded and flawed for 2 reasons:

1) underfunding, not enough nurses and psychologists. No money for SPECT or fMRI. Too far away from genetic test technology.

2) human error.

I cant ######6 believe they still think I am on axis 2 when I am on axis 1.

Anyway at least you guys in the US have modern techniques such as yoga and mindfulness. The psychs here are stuck in the 90s giving us art therapy and CBT.
We still use talk therapy here! The US military threw that out like 2 years ago didnt they?

They keep putting me on risperidone for BPD, I am self medicating now with zoloft and valium.
I am taking NAC for a minor thought disorder(I am not a menace to society to warrant risperidone).
I am taking fish oil for BDNF.

Anyway I see some people here genuinely have schizophrenia but are unaware, I think its their choice to receive treatment but when I was psychotic from MDD meds stopped me from dying.
Risperidone also helped me regain my cognitive functions.

Whats ######6 sad is they have seperated the cluster A and Cluster B people in the wards so its boring as ###$ now. I love loud and obnoxious cluster A people or people with word salad schizophrenia.

Nooo, record ONLY YOU, for US.

twistednerve wrote:

SBBro wrote:Theres no chance I am gonna record him or disclose his identity or mine. 1 I like him, 2 hes on my side. He is very ethical.

I am not anti-psych I just think the system is underfunded and flawed for 2 reasons:

1) underfunding, not enough nurses and psychologists. No money for SPECT or fMRI. Too far away from genetic test technology.

2) human error.

I cant ######6 believe they still think I am on axis 2 when I am on axis 1.

Anyway at least you guys in the US have modern techniques such as yoga and mindfulness. The psychs here are stuck in the 90s giving us art therapy and CBT.
We still use talk therapy here! The US military threw that out like 2 years ago didnt they?

They keep putting me on risperidone for BPD, I am self medicating now with zoloft and valium.
I am taking NAC for a minor thought disorder(I am not a menace to society to warrant risperidone).
I am taking fish oil for BDNF.

Anyway I see some people here genuinely have schizophrenia but are unaware, I think its their choice to receive treatment but when I was psychotic from MDD meds stopped me from dying.
Risperidone also helped me regain my cognitive functions.

Whats ######6 sad is they have seperated the cluster A and Cluster B people in the wards so its boring as ###$ now. I love loud and obnoxious cluster A people or people with word salad schizophrenia.

Nooo, record ONLY YOU, for US.

Im not sure if the forum rules allow personal recordings, since it might fall under self identifying info. Sorry, just one of those silly rules. But if SBBro wants to he is definitely welcome to type it out.

This is the best I can do.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UqHV2BuC7Zw

SBBro wrote:And my psychiatrist and previous psychologist interpret that as histrionia and mania.

I send my psychiatrist troll emails for lulz and he interprets them as thought disordered.

I have anxiety about paying $300AU an hour to a professional to get advice they are never allowed to give so I talk a lot in that time in hopes for some feedback and this is interpreted as pressured speech.

I know exactly what I am doing ALL THE TIME 60% of the time.

I'm Italian too. I can totally relate. I think we Italians have a different approach towards life, seriously. My non Italian friends call me "eccentric". I'm not eccentric. I am talkative and I talk loud. Hand gestures are essential to my communication. Japanese people are naturally more reserved, that doesn't mean they're shy or depressed. Psychiatrists that do not recognize cultural characteristics shouldn't even have a medical license in my opinion.

I agree. Psychiatry has a lot of abuse and grotesque mistakes, but the part that is good IT'S SOLID. They don't try to do more than they should (the good ones) or can. Unlike psychology... Psychology is cwackery.

Remember psychology USED TO BE PSYCHIATRY. With neurological sciences advancements, and pharmacology improving so much, psychiatrists decided: "You know what? This talk/analysis is #######4. Let's stick with what is biologically faulty, or seems to, or causes impairment or other forms of harmful behavior. What electroshocks and medications apply to, we'll use it. Talking gets you nowhere."

The big schism happened. Then they realized talk therapy turned pop and friendly, such as in CBT and other forms of insane $#%^, made money. People would trust a "life specialist who is also your best friend". Then slowly, psychiatrists adopted psychotherapy again. And keep doing so.

Of course, meds alone dont work. And youg otta know how to treat people with kindness and go beyond what is just obviously "symptoms". It's how you avoid making mistakes and make patients feel respected and cared for, and not just labeled and medicated in a streamline fashion.

Psychotherapy needs a "cleanse", to be strictly done by psychiatrists and both professions should really meet halfway instead of dividing themselves into 2 parts who are almost blind to one another for individual patients, and screw up too much because of it.