Hi,I apologize if I am repeating some things ive already posted,but I desperately need advice.I was sexually assaulted by a psychiatrist and threatened to stay seeing her(ex nun female put herself in my face several times).she would call me home late at night with abuse and shed always get in first to cover herself by placing an AVDO on me?I called her as id had enough,this phone call resulted in an 8 year prison sentence for breaching and avdo.she lied in court and told my lawyer I have not turned up,so she left.i was rushed into court to scared to say a word in my defence.She testified that I had no mental illness,her police friends also harassed my very badly over her lies.I could not complain as no one will believe me!
15years later my daughter died I tried private doctors but they where useless, so I tried the local community Centre. They contacted that doctor and abused me so badly I had a suicide attempt. I was not able to work after this and lost my home and everything I owned. This doctor took another avdo out on me and had her police friends harass me several times a day. When I complained about the police they took my to the hospital she was head off and the doctors Doctors their said I was delusional about the police and the doctor(she had convinced them).The staff where very abusive over what I did to their college and left me their drugged for 7months.I did make a call to her stupidly in tears begging her to stop what the police where doing to me.The police would pull me over every time I left the house, in the street they would search me and turned up to my home 42times in three weeks saying things like im under arrest then when I open the door laugh and tell me im not. I was a prisoner in my own house.
The police while I could not defend myself tuned up at the psych ward and gave me an order to go to court for beach of an avdo for that phone call.
My problem is when I left the psych ward id gone from normal to what even the psych nurses had said,im a zombie.Ive had a bad reaction to the forced drugging order im on and have spent 2 years in bed my ex does everything for me,i cant go on like this.
Im needing to complain to go forward, but every time I complain they drug me more and want to put me in hospital for a long time to cure a delusion that is the truth.
who can I go to that will listen to me, without reading my file that is full of lies?This doctor did much more to me and covered herself well.
Due to being locked up and drugged my credit is a mess as they took all my money from me.I was left with nothing not even a roof over my head.As I cant earn money because the y ruined my head so much I have a bleak future.my only reason for waking up each day is that I can get some justice without them hurting me further.