by Razael » Fri Aug 08, 2014 9:38 am
insitgless about iatrogenic disorders, no insight into how they are making people really sick, I dont know any better then to be antipscyh because I know the truth about myslef
NOthing wrong with my perceptions I have bertter perceptions through much astral projection and alchemy work, its part of my evouution that my perceptions would develop of the astral, but shrinks are deluded and hypocrits in saying I am deluded, it makes no sense I astrally project and beings exist in other parts of the universe, I am finding them, I am aligned with a greater truth then the quack will ever know...so they are delu\ded for thinking its delusions, get my drift they are hypocrits, people still not believe me?
I am stoned so feeling better now, was pretty intense earlier after coffee kept me up, V kaboom I relaly like but I tend to go to bed after 500mls of V coffee kept me up and I was really angry when writing this.
so psychiatrists are deluded, and hypocrits for saying I am deluded about my astral porjections, I have no abnormality in perceptions just mine have developed, I ran into some trouble with it with sleep deprivation and when I first went into space, did I metnion taht feeling better and not suicidal any more because beings I made peace with set my psychiatrist up tied to the cieling and getting tortured, the whole cliic and people that count for making my life $#%^, pro9jectors of "schizophrenia" and a disorder mind when they poke there heads in , interesting times refusing treatmetns and them trying to project that I had schizophrenia and kinda trying to remind me that the drugs are keeping me well and this is what it must be like in his head.....at least anyway all I knew of what was goig on is they were projecting illness onto my brain, noe of that anymore, my psychiatrists who is deludd mind you would make me feel suicidal when I had connection to her head.
sometimes I get flashbacks of what its like to be tortured in a hospital and the environmetn I have been through that makes people out to be sick, they make people sick, I think iatrogenic disorders goes even deeper into the fears of losing your mind is proceeding actually loosing it based on fear and psychiatry is the monstor waiting the only reason to fear losing your mind is taht pscyhaitry will make a mess of you..am I making sense
? I am stoned smoked a fatty.
but I learnt that the tripping is faught off by breath work and meditaiton I works really well and not have to go into meditation to fight it off just that meditation and regular practice means that my trip sand potential to trip integrates into getting stoned, trips are about being able to have astral guiestas I just needed meditaiaton to get higher dimentional activity and to release attachmetn to the scenarios that were manifesting with hostile forces, I think its called mindfullness in practicealthough that is a bit different now I am mindless with this dopamine sickness...can't rememberm what I gonna say but I guess the pscyhaitrist is too preoocupied with ditecting symptoms to make my play on the reality of mind over astral and how I needed to ddetach and how I sort out my own pproblems as a dellusion because they are challenged by it...so I sorted the marijuana trips on the astral by meditating and now when I get stoned I feel the potential but don't trip...its like none of them can actually hurt me if I been in a meditative state...so there stupid deluded quack that claimed that meditation couldn't help with my mental illness and reason to reduce it from the lowest dose and increased my dose becaue the antipscyhotic makes me get lost on tangent but you lost the preoccupeid quack who got confused because they are deluded thinking I am schizophrenic for having a lot to say and being upset about what the drugs anre doing that they are deluded so there no point talking to them about it...won't go on
They've no insight on iatrogenic illness & PTSD of hospitalisation torture with NDE, amnesiac to an attemted murder +covered up road accident.betrays justice,Sleep deprivation. HIgher dimensional development of perceptions of astral projection to higher lifeforms in the cosmos.Esoteric journey and become a god