Letter to the head psychiatrist

Dear Sean

Thankyou for responding to my official complaint although it seems you've been mislead or llike to think this $#%^ is up to standard, for example no alternatives have ever been used, no multidisciplinary meetings and the reductions you make over the level of service I get is a laugh, my psychiatrists [mod edit] doesn't listen to me and has only put my medication up when I try to talk about my concerns with the service, I am upset about it and nothing you think goes on and have excellent rapport with me about my complaints none of this is true So maybe read and consider my complaint instead of assuming your service is up to scratch I already emailed you about the so called alternatives with migual trying to sedate me with a drug that was not sedating me at all and giving me chest pains and palpitation lump in the throat irritabilty and mood problems and you guys are just stupid to think I need more of the $#%^..so this episode is part of the complaint the sleep deprivation from withdrawals is real and once I slept in hosptial I recovered but still treated like scum I deserve more respect thankyou.

Any way what I really want to say is that what I desire seems to be in the new metnal health act. I desire to have clearer visions of my astral projections and have sex drive for a new astral lover that has resolved and healed me enough already but I am still deficited on antipsychoatic. She is very protective and knows how to look after me, she is highly evolved being of light and I would like to feel the love she has to offer but I can't on antipsychotic, it makes for a problem with proper astral projection when I do things that are bad and could hurt her, this is the antipscyhotic and the treatment. why should I be disrespecting the astral and destroy everything in my visions....So as part of the treatmetn I would like to have clearer more precise experience of my lover, not degraded so I can't have a full relationship with her...she is real just not from planet earth, who else is nursing me to be all I can be, with my soul returning and keeping me safe from earths mental pplane and realising some esoteric persuits to obtain godlyness on earth....all things you'd like to make out like I am psychotic , far from it so how about considering my compplaint that schizotype personality is considered. YOu lot seem to get stuck on schizophrenia and everything is made out to be symnptoms including the effects of the drugs you give us. seriously dumb so how about waking up to reality, its delusions to think your level of service is professional, I $#%^ all over you in regard to your psuedoscientific ways, you lot are just stubborn fools. And the universe will prevail eventually leaving your graves in a sorry state at least, or some might face their karma and change their ways not sure, pretty sorry system you practice there, to deny the truth in favour of thinking I am getting looked after already by staff in terms of content of my comlaint, ppretty ignorant of the facts i bring up, just more ignorance I guess...pretty sloppy you should be ashamed of yourself but it comes accross that the lotof you have some kind of disorder to think you are all that good and should realise its reppulsi9ve granduer delusions, you lot are dumb as nails not as smart as you make out, sick ###$.

anyway appoligy for letting it get to me, I have a right to be angry and $#%^ all over you for how stupid you are despite you degree getting educated by the drug industry and how they want you lot to opporate, spledid job in keeping the lie going, I know better then you.

I doubt you be hearing from me except through compplaints with the commissioner, I hope they take things more seriously and actually read what my complaint is about rather then thinking I am just a schizophrenic who doesn't like the antipsychotic////you are coercing me not to astral projject, and that is pretty mean, I am not at risk except for your own fears of the unknown, I know about it so how about leave me alone and tell my case manager not to call me to come in for injections I will go to a gp and get lower ddose of haloperidole and easy, maybe I still catch up with mark he is good to talk to about my life and how I want things but he doesn't really have much to say about things to the psychiatrist to clear her sorry head up.

Sincerely
Razael

pretty mean huh?? lol

-- Sat Jul 05, 2014 3:51 pm --

I think it proves a point that they put the medication up when they are challenged by me, but thats about restraint chemical restraint treating not for metnall illness but stupid $#%^ from ignorance that they pass it all off as something that needs to be medicated

I should have called this thread abusive letter to head psychiatrists, hardly anyone has checked it out maybe it sounds boring but its abusive so its good, come check it out peoples.

I titled it "Do you care what I want" but I wonder if he'll even read it, I think he passes my emails to my case manager, I also sent it to the customer realtions manager with the hospiatl that took my complaint seriously and were doing all they can do to pass it to the head shrink for the hospital, I have een writing a bit to him but this is the first abusive email...just read it again and it doessn't sound all that abusive, It hink my requests are pretty clear in regard to my girlfreind, she is gorgeious but already talkinga bobut her in lost it with antipsychoatiry thread.

how do I get more people to share what I wrote with them, I think its my best antipsychotiry material other then the stuff about defgeating them with astral life and my girlfreind and beings I have met in outerspace that rare onto it, they are helping and the psychiatrists will suffer the consequesnces for bbeing liars and stupid ###$

Razael wrote:I should have called this thread abusive letter to head psychiatrists, hardly anyone has checked it out maybe it sounds boring but its abusive so its good, come check it out peoples.

I read your letter. Your psychs are thick headed. Im not to surprised they see everything as an illness, since I have seen the same. Of course I could see why they might be worried about astral projections, but, in the grand scheme of things its none of their business. If your astral projections are neither a harm to you nor anyone else and you enjoy them Id see no reason to stop them. Im sorry this is happening.


My question is, if given an opportunity, would you stop meds? What happens without them? What happens when you take less?

its a tough question Riccola...I mainly feel love and joy when I not on antipsychotic, my slef confidence sky rockets and I start getting looks from hot chicks, its all good...but there has been times when I not so advanced in my abiltiy to deal with astral realm when it was all still new I would get into trouble, now I can only expect good things.....

From the psychiatrists perspective they said I was more disorganised on the lowest dose, but now I just don't have a rant to share or its why bother now so I seem better although struggling more being able to think....I would feel a lot of joy if my mind came back...start realising my purpose for mankind which is tricky because it also challenges the ego and the ego can't goa round thinking its a god doesn't work, not exactly god but coming into my power and realising how I influece the reality of the world with my thoughts or lack of thoughts i don't tend to think natureally anyway..most written and verbal material happens when I am not thinking its just automatice...maybe I guide my words but nothing happening in my brain, thats what challenges the shrink because I got a lot to say they think flight of ideas etc dijointed disorganised rants...

Yeah my quacks are pig headed fools, bbut I showing them gradually keeping up at their faces in the astral, they begin to comprehend my work on the astral at least I hope so, oh who knows I just fooling myself, they will never pick up on what I am trying to prove astrally, I am fine not schizoprhenic its just an illusion.

sorry I had trouble answering your question properly...its hard to remember mostly hard to weigh up the pro's and cons they escape my mind and find it hard when aPsych workers challenge what I think the antipsychotic is doing, same thing over and over think I will just talk about my girlfreind from now on and hope they realise the truth that she does me the world of good....

Razael wrote:its a tough question Riccola...I mainly feel love and joy when I not on antipsychotic, my slef confidence sky rockets and I start getting looks from hot chicks, its all good...but there has been times when I not so advanced in my abiltiy to deal with astral realm when it was all still new I would get into trouble, now I can only expect good things.....

OK. IMO I think finding a psych who can listen while being respectful regarding your astral projections will greatly improve you.

How has the astral gotten you in trouble before?




From the psychiatrists perspective they said I was more disorganised on the lowest dose, but now I just don't have a rant to share or its why bother now so I seem better although struggling more being able to think....I would feel a lot of joy if my mind came back...start realising my purpose for mankind which is tricky because it also challenges the ego and the ego can't goa round thinking its a god doesn't work, not exactly god but coming into my power and realising how I influece the reality of the world with my thoughts or lack of thoughts i don't tend to think natureally anyway..most written and verbal material happens when I am not thinking its just automatice...maybe I guide my words but nothing happening in my brain, thats what challenges the shrink because I got a lot to say they think flight of ideas etc dijointed disorganised rants...

I wonder what they are calling disorganized? You can always ask the doc for a meds change if you feel this one is to high or not helping you. But of these docs are just upping the dose over astral projections that dont harm anyone I dont think that makes you to happy.

Yeah my quacks are pig headed fools, bbut I showing them gradually keeping up at their faces in the astral, they begin to comprehend my work on the astral at least I hope so, oh who knows I just fooling myself, they will never pick up on what I am trying to prove astrally, I am fine not schizoprhenic its just an illusion.

Few docs can understand what you are experiencing, its simply well beyond any frame of reference the have access to it. It sucks. Not feeling heard is the worst reality a person can encounter. I feel you on this. Its hell on earth. We all need to be listened to no matter what the other person thinks. Its essential to personal health. You have a lot to say, and I dont blame you in the least bit.

sorry I had trouble answering your question properly...its hard to remember mostly hard to weigh up the pro's and cons they escape my mind and find it hard when aPsych workers challenge what I think the antipsychotic is doing, same thing over and over think I will just talk about my girlfreind from now on and hope they realise the truth that she does me the world of good....

Your doing well saying what you need too. You are a strong person. Again I feel you. No psych worker should challenge what you think of antipsycotics. Only you know how they make you feel. I see it, them not listening to you is pushing you further from reality. Its so obvious but they just don't care. For now I think its a good thing you are happy, and I am happy for your girl friend to. Those psychiatrists could learn a lot from the astral world, from one thing astral world is the gateway to great enlightenment.

the antipsychotic makes me a sitting duck to bad astral interractions, I play right into it and draw on bad stuff to mess me up. nothing I can do about it....times off antipsychotic I grow in power and am respected, no astral comes to ###$ me up, just when I am on antipsychotic and its easy and fun for them to ###$ with me. vn

Razael wrote:the antipsychotic makes me a sitting duck to bad astral interractions, I play right into it and draw on bad stuff to mess me up. nothing I can do about it....times off antipsychotic I grow in power and am respected, no astral comes to ###$ me up, just when I am on antipsychotic and its easy and fun for them to ###$ with me. vn

I see. Have you tried finding another doctor?

the service leaves me stuck with my current quack unfortunately, don't know if any of them willl get it, tried to get appointemtn with on psychiatrist but the report from the clinic scared him off, maybe I should try another one just financially I am not in good situatioon so that limits what doctors I can see the good ones need to pay up to see them.