I'm very angry with the Anti-psych "movement" . I need meds terribly, but the damn anti-psych/organized STALKING movement has ruined my chances of getting better. I KNOW I need meds, but I fear them like I SHOULD FEAR GOD. It makes me so angry. My palms get so sweaty just thinking about their research psychology. I can't think about meds without thinking about terrorism. I'm angry. Iwant to be aable to function, but all I can do is think about terrorism. I know it gets worse when I think about taking meds to function. They did this intentionally to get me off meds. It's unfair , because I can't move forward. I despise extremists including anti-psych extremists.
Oh, wait. My second mind is telling me something: Dear, you hate the environmental extremists.