by Razael » Thu Jul 10, 2014 8:55 am
This is what I wrote to the Mental Health Tribunal:
Dear Sir/Madam
I wish to apply for a hearing to get me off and away from {I guess I keep the clinic private], if i was off Treatment order I would still catch up with my case manager but have already suggested I would rather he not call for me to come in for injections. I have a very poor relatiionship with psychiatrist and see they are useless and only stand to coerce me not to follow my religious path and introduce more drugs then I need and are ignorant to the fact that most of my problems in life is illness brought on by the treatment, all the apparent negative symptoms and sex drive and authenticity in primordial states I was more accustomed to and my Taoist training in meditation had me in perfect state to master my own mental health, I was always capable of providing informed consent to treatment but denied this.
Although I have a problem with the drugs at the current level they are at, there was never an indication of deteriouration in my condition to ever increase, my deficits in communication of issues is from the treatment and anger and frustraation with the effects of the drugs and their mentality...I am better off without the psychiatrists.... as I said I will still catch up with my case manager when off treatmetn order and take orals at a much lower dose, as the dose I am on currently is unnecessary. I can go to a GP to get my haloperidole at a lower dose then I am on currently.
Largely all treatmetn is unneccessaary since meeting a new lover on the astral...there are plenty of people that have normal lives except have astral lovers I am not alone and don't like that they would make it out to be delusions, books have been written on it....since I have met my current girlfreind, she is from ET origin from beyond the land of the archangels. So psychiatry can suck $#%^ that I have met a lover through astral projection which is normal and not a sign of metnal illness, she is real just not from earth... I doubt I will talk to them about her but all I can say is I am no longer at any risk, she is very protective of me since starting a relationship, she is now the only astral visitor I will ever get and she has rid me of fears of aligning to my higher self, this is what they can suck $#%^ about since aligning my girlfriend made the earth more comfortable for me. It may sound bizzarre to you also. please get my drift that because of her I am no longer at risk from myself and go on to be able to enjoy her loving on less antipsychotic so I can have sex drive. She is angry about my treatment on earth. powerfull but I need to officially get off this CTO the way its done on earth.
You may be challenged by my girlfreind material, but all I can say is I live with this and it nourishes me , I definately don't want to be dealing with psychaitry that pathologises it or it confirms I am schizophrenic, how about schizotypal personaltiy , i fit this nicely and unless I get sleep deprived I appear to be normal and nobody would ever guess I had an issue with mental health. I know from warriorship training to care for the sanity of others and how to be authentic....I am just solitary and psychaitry has caused me great damage in life....I even have PTSD of psych hospitals and psychaitry from past torture and a near death experience in a psych ward from an alergic reaction to accuphase...the psychiatrists don't understand this....I behave very differently around a psychiatrist that draw out disjointed rants, for they aren't really listening just pegging symptoms on me, thats a sickly pre-occupation if ever there was one.
Sincerely
They've no insight on iatrogenic illness & PTSD of hospitalisation torture with NDE, amnesiac to an attemted murder +covered up road accident.betrays justice,Sleep deprivation. HIgher dimensional development of perceptions of astral projection to higher lifeforms in the cosmos.Esoteric journey and become a god