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by **green m+m** » Tue Jun 03, 2014 3:37 am

I have no idea how old you are Ipolar ...but I thought about suicide night and day until well into my 30's. At some point I started realizing some of the good qualities I wasn't even aware that I had (like my sense of humor :lol:

). I would have never thought those suicidal thoughts and urges would end... but they did (and without drugs/alcohol). If that's any help.

I just wanted to add my $.02. Recovery is real. It can be true for everyone, not just a select few. I too experienced suicidal thoughts for a very very long time. They did eventually get better however (even without psych meds) So hang in there. I know that one thing that helped me was to have some very wonderful friends who didn't judge me, but who were also willing to be there no matter what.

by **Razael** » Thu Jun 05, 2014 5:43 am

I hear you, I also use cannabis the sucky life on antipsychotics to feel something I know how this life can lead to suicidal thoughts but you have to be strong and not let those thoughts ruin it for you, it doesn't help...I was writing a response but one of my keys is stuck and it closed the tab....I wanted to share that part of life is overcoming inherited karmic deficits that antipsychotic block us from being able to sort through it means once you are on you life path and spitiual journey to lead to better afterlife and for me I realise taht I might have to be born agian from psychiatry ruining me...I just need to find a way off forced injection to share my love and wisdom with the world and this is better destiny then suicide....

Whats stopping you from tapering down the antipsychotic to let more feelings in? this will help but the psychiatrist will spit on your grave and say pscyhosis claimed your life....I talked about suicidal ideas to a pscyhiatrist and plainly explained that the treatmetn makes me feel this way, not like sadness just a way out of #######5 life with nothing going for me, he said clozapine would save my life from pscyhotic suicide..don't let them spit on your grave with stupid ideas of thie ignorance...it must be common for people to suicdie because of it but they are in the dark from their illusions and ignorance.

I get suicidal images when my psychiatrist debriefs herself, its a telepathic thing so I am am focused on drawing them to a place in the universe to evaluate this scum of the earth...

Also watch your anger for me the anger turns inward and can't be transmuted and makes me feel suicidal

Avoid suicidal thoughts and bring yourslef some strenght to not get plagued with th3ese ideas. just get off antipsychotic and let your life folourish you can do it.....although we not supposed to sufggest such things...I too use marijuana to feel good and to write usually, not stoned now maybe thats why I not as expressive.

by **Roger1234** » Sat Jun 07, 2014 1:30 pm

I have been to quite a few shrinks. None of them seemed to help. Some of them actually did care, and one guy put me on anti-depressants. Elavil 75mg. It worked very well. When I told my team of healing arts professionals that it was working nicely, they cut my dosage as medication was a crutch. Etc.
Anyway, I'll give my account about a detestable man. I'd like to post his name, but that will cause me trouble.
I went to him for help. I told him that Elavil worked really well for me, and that we could work together and find something that works once again. The whole hour, he spent too much time trying to contradict me, and trip me up. I was getting suspicious that I was in the presence of a shape shifting lizared.(LOL) It turned out he was a shape shifting lizard. So I asked him: 'Do you not think I have a depression problem?' He said 'I don't know.' After I had told him that the AD Elavil worked fine once.
As I left his office, he was behind me, and I could feel his filthy eyes boring into my back with hatred. And yes, I do trust my instincts. I mean does any more need to be said?
This Doc has 24 reviews. 95% are very negative. Here's one review:
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This Doctor, from the moment I sat down for the first time, started writing out his grocery list. He never listened and it was positevely apparent when I would question him about something we'd just spoken about. He would change the subject and start retaliating and start pumping out the pills. He was interupted during the session, and I looked over at his notes, which confirmed he was making a personal list while supposedly listening to my opinions or concerns. This Doctor is really a piece of work. He should be reviewed by whomever has authority to test his abilities as a practicing physician who is supposed to listen to and make critical judgements based on the knowledge he obtains from the patient. Judgine by the way he listens, I trully seem to think it would be impossible to make such an important decision. Especially when your dealing with drugs that can severely interfere with someones life and physical condition.

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by **Riccola** » Sun Jun 08, 2014 3:27 am

i!Poler wrote:So I was on my way to my appointment with the psychiatrist to pill myself silly when I decided to light up a joint on the way. I felt great, I really conveyed how I felt to this man, and touched on some things that interested me which ended in a question, to which he blubbered "probably..." not having paid any attention to the question at all. He's very cold and indifferent, doesn't remember me, asks me the same questions every time and always refers to his notes to see what to say. The sad thing is that he is the least of all bad amongst the psychiatrist my crappy health insurance can afford.

I explained that I feel dull and that since we cannot target negative emotions with medication, we suppress all emotions thus leaving the patient trying to function in a confused emotionless state. He pissed in my face with "well you just have to deal with it, it's part of life, it will pass, just remind yourself." to which I wanted to say ###$ off, but I replied "I KNOW it will pass, it will ALWAYS pass OVER AND OVER AGAIN, I'm just EXHAUSTED from living a "Groundhog Day" version of hell that is my life. He gave me a "yeah" under his breath with an inflection to the tone of "Yeah I hear ya buddy!"

I think about suicide everyday, all day, over and over, from the moment I wake up, to the second I fall asleep and there is no amount of prescription medication or street drugs that make it enjoyable. Even though I'm a bit of a nihilist myself, I still ENVY people who want to live, at least they can enjoy life UNTIL they die. I'm tired of hearing myself telling myself to kill myself so I don't have to deal with the depressed broken side of myself. I want to leave just so I won't waste every minute of every day trying to decide if i should leave or not. I have family, nephews, friends and other people that will definitely be affected by my chosen action, but guilt should never be a reason to force yourself to live. After a decade of ideation, I'm slowly going past the fantasy of committing suicide in my head over and over again for relief because I don't like the wreck that has become of me and my life. I don't want to be me anymore.

I've dropped hints over the YEARS with a two week stay at a mental hospital and it has all fallen on deaf ears. I'm too weak to EVER fend for myself.

So in conclusion, my psychiatrist sucks ass.

Awful man. To me it sounds like he took the job just to have an easy life. He just wants the cash to come in. My opinion: hes not helping. You need to hear kind words, not cold distant blabber. Obviously he cant help you. Im sorry your in this position. I have been before, I can relate to a lot of what you say. A lot of it.

"I explained that I feel dull and that since we cannot target negative emotions with medication, we suppress all emotions thus leaving the patient trying to function in a confused emotionless state." This is 100% true. I wholly believe this. The way any good psychiatrist deals with pain is to help the person reason through it in a polite and respectful way. Its the only way to help them. Even sharing there own difficulties can be of help to some. And Im sure his life isnt perfect.

Im sorry your battling this. You have a chance at recovery, you say you felt fine or at least somewhat before you went in. You went in and he just disproved of your emotions. You were trying to validate your self asking for help. He didn't do a good job with that. Im sure anybody in that position would have liked it. I know if I was there I probably would've began insulating him. Its not the right thing to do but I would've lost my temper.

I hope this has helped somewhat. One thing you could do is see if you can get disability insurance to see a better psychiatrist, psychologist or therapist. I think you can feel happiness, but nobody is giving you the keys for that.

Good luck

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