Lost it with Anti-psych philosophies

I'd like to add that in mental health, the treatment ideology that best reflects the understanding that mind is outside of the individual is the family therapy or family process movement. Some schools in this treatment ideology explicitly deny an internal mind within an individual and focus exclusively on what takes place between people.

Razael wrote:they didn't say anything but it made me feel like $#%^, then I said so to them and then they said that I shouldn't feel bad that I can talk to them about anything, just me making it into a big deal I think a bit of neurosis.

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don't really know what the folks think about their daughter in law, maybe its hard to process for them

Best you can do is explain your thoughts. Let them know this means a lot to you. I am happy for you though, if this makes you happy then Im happy.

yes I am happy thanks, think my parents know that too, maybe normal people like to think she isn't real so they think I am just crazy to be happy....I know she is real, she is awesome....

she's real but not real enough for me, I want more, to see her more clearly and to have sex again, no fair the antipsychotics are making it hard to have sex with her. she shows herself eroticcally to me and I masturbate, fun bbut not as fun as if I would be having sex and orgasming without even touching myself, thats happened before.

I started a topic in schiz forum but hardly anyone interesteed in checking it out, hardly any veiws, I thought it would be interesting.

its normal for astral projectors to meet other beings on the astral plane, so why are the shrinks in disagreement...thats what I wrote my parents they were suprisingly supportive after telling them about her and making me feel like $#%^ and telling them it made me feel terrible after telling them and they said that I can feel ok about telling them just that not many people would be so understaning...

I told the metnal health tribunal about her too, I have a heraing coming up but my treating tema didn't think it wass necessary to review me as nothing had changed in my condition, I disagree'd I am happy now about something that are apparently symptoms but very nourishing and real, dunno what I am gonna say maybe see what happens. they are likely to say its all delusions, just hope they not try to suppress me so suicidal and empty is better then having a lover in my life and very positive for me and she is healing me so they can suck $#%^ coz I struck gold and nothing they can do to save me, stupid dim wits they are so dumb and i get upset at them, following their education and narrow minded ways power tripping over their gifted patiendts and fantasy about the metnal illness and the effects of the drugs, its a fantasy...I know what the drugs are about and what they do even though they try to say thats just symptoms I know better so excuse me for wanting them to wake the ###$ up...I am not psychotic even though having pretty fiull on stuff with my apparent symptoms like thinking I have an ET bride and stuff that sounds like schiophrenia but its deliberate...I think I am getting my head together and getting angrty about it for real, its about time been too dumbed up to feel any anger even though when I did the head of the psychi9atry person made me feel suicidal, same thing happened with an old case manager but I sure showed them dickheads a lesson , I have brought them to attention of some hitgher beings and are held captive on a far away yet strangely close place that will evaluate them muthafu@#$$kers...pardon the language, one place got my attention and is a higher being in this extension from what I perceive in the literal universe.a dragon guards the journey from higher the land of the gods and similar eings to my girlfrined light shapeshitting stuff and I met the dragon too...sorry its hard to talk about so after meeting where the dragon is that seemed to overlook the entire universe and then to an adjacent god on the same plane and that god got excited and showed me a place to project to and brought all the psychitrists here too...then I went to see gods above this land and then the attention of another far away place where a being said he could help me with them....so this is what helped me deal with suicidal imagery being projceted according to the head of a psychiatrist...I actually have to deal with my old case manager as new one is on leave ...she is really fake and claims to bbe spiritual..just made an appearance to her ans showed her the light that shines from the gateway in myh belly, my girlfreind showed me first she does it too, but she not want to see my old case manager so anyway finished visiting her, hope she got it for real and remembers it, I think somethines the astral stuff is too vague for them tp perceive in thier 3Dconsciousness.

maybe I ask for it by writing discriptive material about her people might get envious, they have reason to be trust me...I feel safe sharing on psych forums just regret doing it on google+ last night stayed up really late that didn't help and the initial visitor that broke down the guards my girlfreind has up to stop people coming in, started a chain reaction tripping about people trying to absorb me and people trying to rape my grilfreind and I was playing right into it, they had a bit of power over me and I kept drawing on them but my girlfriend showed them, it was really horrible with the rape how it effected me, we must be very bonded///everything is alright now managed to sleep a bit, drinkking V Kaboom.

she letting me know everything is alright, bit shaken up but everything is sweet.

I enjoy reading about your astral projections very much. Thank you.

thanks twistednerve, I enjoy talking about it too post1487547.html#p1487547 thatts my astraal lovers thread if you want more...Talking about it to shrinks has been a problem I had metnal healathh tribunal yesterday and the quack on the board asked if I could see or hear my girlfriend, didn't think to say that its astral projection of course I can, but can't hear her much......the psychiatrist trying to keep me on CTLO I thought of her then had problems with my visions of my girlfriend, she was in bed next to me and then she turned black and not so good....maybe I need some weed although thats seems to be responsible for $#%^ going wrong and annihilated or people trying to rape her.

I am worried that my authorised psychiatrist will want to increase my meds, she thinking about that anyway just in her head she makes descisions and observes me when i not even there, she ddoesn't understand for the life of her that i need less antipsychotic to have more going on for me, they got some fantasy that if they give me more I might get a job, how stupid...I am really stuck with this pattern of stale mate with the quacks, they just disagree, they won''t agree taht since meeting my girlfreind I am no longer at risk....I really need to get off antipsychotic to deepen this relationship. Tried to get angry about it since laying in bed all day but I can't get angry...they need to change I thought if I could get angry I could direct some $#%^ toward them. They deserve a lot of $#%^, how can I give them $#%^ so they wake the ###$ up.

I've asked her to appear to the psychiatrist that making it hard to astral project and making my visions weak and like she isn't as clear since I had her on my mind...having some $#%^ weed and making things right, I doubt the psychiatrists will could make her disappeara indefinately

she is a bit upset with me since I masturbate to other girls and an arse I sore on the bus, so thats a bit wrong I try not to masturbate about other girls anymore coz it upsets her , like a mix of being with her and not even having a fat when I masturbat its really $#%^ thats the antipsychotic I masturbate over a hot arse Is ore when I not even turned on....

Australian mental health workers seem like a nicer bunch than what we got here in Brazil.

they are still drop kicks disagreeing bastards, there might be some nice ones in amongst it.....I taken them all to this place in the universe, hard to describe but one place they are in cages, things are developing at one point there was a heap of books they have to study to get out of it, sometimes they get tricked and released but still staying in the cell, trying to wake them up, its all on my psychiatrists head untill she releases me they all suffer for her stupidity, actually they are all pretty dumb....wonder if I got the brazillian psychiatrists aswell, they sound bad...so what do they do differently you reckon?....the ones here try to be decent but they still label and drugg you and degrade everything, although not sure what they gonna make of the new girlfriend, I guess psychiatrists are only interested in whether I am hallucinating which I am not its just astral projection and seeing and hearing things which others can't, that always gets me when they say $#%^ like that, I know others can't see her when I am projectiong, nobody would even try to find her, maybe some that we project to actually have experience of her, but they may not be fully conscious of it happening, like it would be in a dream that they forgotten..I know others can't see or feel her, its special to me, they are so dumb really they fail to understant and reduce it to something they do understand, a metnal illness because they are confused inviciles, they probably rather me be suicidal because they taken everything away from me then to be in love and protected by tovery highly evolved lover, so it sounds weird and I don't like to talk about it to anyone really unless its in writing, doesn't come up which is probably good, I still like to have material to share about her, I think peopple enjoy it as I am enjoying being with her.

So whats it like in Brazil? I have no problems with the medical officer, the cheap students of psychaitry that are doctors but not yet fully qualified as psychiatrist....I had dreams about mine and would gladly date her, she has some power over keeping me on earth coz thinking about her made things go to $#%^ with the girlfiend a little bit.....I tried to talk abouut my girlfriend to the Mental Health Tribunal but it was really difficult, I claimed how difficult it was and she said thats ok because its a personal thing, I get this impression since I am aligned a bit to my power that I got it threough to this girl thata I am not sick....they say chronic Religiuos delusions and about the celebrity is a risk to my reputation, I not care, I had a thing with Katy Perry so what. it was a secret for a while but I think why not , it promotes her song dark horse, I think its a classic and I know its about astral lovers, she says she never sore so clearly looking through her third eye claiming we should be "legendary Lovers" its all classic, I can't get enough of it....stayed freinds with her she tried to help the other night when things were going $#%^ by pullling light over the area where pesky astrals would come to my window in my yard, at least they not coming inside but they could still reaching in and try to pull me apart like trying to use what they could grab to better themselves and take my power as a giant in my natural state, just my giant nature not coming through and they were really annoying, my guides helped me, ...its hard to talk abobut I just call it tripping, my girlfriend mainly by now has put an eT's and so forth were tryingto help me, my girlfreind was a real champiion for making sure things go right, and I slept and it seems with this the gods and my mind doesn't interfere with justice and they no longer visit me again and we have respect, I don't wanna test anyone who is eager to ###$ with me but I am basically invincible although I did feel a drop the first night things went to $#%^, the second night Ihad it under control although I was conscerned since one trying to rape my girlfreind was my mentor from Mental illness Fellowship, so he probably not even consious but really annoying. so sleeping puts an end to it and we have respect from the ones taht were initially being a nucance to me, mostly I kept drawing them back and I couldn't stand up to it since I am comotose basically on the astral, it should be safe at my girlfreinds place when I vanish to go there but some wree following me to her place it was really annoying...maybe still a problem but It made us closer if anything....made that mistake complaining to the metnal health tribunal in emails thaat they couldn't decipher when I talked about Katy Perry but then about my girlfriend it sounded confusing, even though I say she not from earth, Katy perry is definately an earthling, who knows what inspired ET thats a classic too, resonate with it since having an ET lover maybe Katy Perry's gift on my life, although the arhangels started me on astral projection throughout the universe.....

Saying stuff abobut my journey of the universe is hard to talk about too or my ET bride, I am really happy with our connection that we become closer from the stuff trying to tear us apart when she got in bed with me, it was great to hav e her embrace and to feel close to her.

Probably sound like $#%^, the weed just not doing it for me lately I may as well give up but I keep getting it, it doesn't even get me stoned.