Lost it with Anti-psych philosophies

just told my mum and dad about my girlfreind and they made me feel like $#%^, I hate earth I guess my girlfreind will make me feel better, maybe mum and dad can't handle it....I started with things are going really well with my astral projections and took them to witness the marriage and not sure it worked, maybe it blew my mind, i told them that she respects them and she is gorgeous and I am happy now. They should be supportive, maybe it will take a little while.

What does your family think of your astral projections? Are they supportive of this? Maybe thinking of their perspective might be helpful here.

They could be thinking:
My son is telling me that he has a girlfriend with someone who is not physically on this planet (and for many people that means that they are not real)

Perhaps thinking from their perspective can help a bit? I'm sorry to hear that things didn't go well, but I'm glad to hear that you're still happy.

cheze are you saying I should think about my girlfreind as not being real, its not possible, both her and i know eachother is real....are you one to think she is not real and think it would do me good to give up on her??? thats not going to happen....after I told my parents I began feeling like $#%^ it sucks so I told them how I was feeling about it and how I would be glad to leave earth to live with her so they responded saying not to worry and don't feel bad, they are supportive but I don't know what they really think of it, from my initial feelings they thought it was something that should stop, but it makes me happy.

what do you think it would help to think aobut it so it makes me feel like $#%^, or you didn't know cheze that my parents made me feel like $#%^ until I said so and then they were supportive, they would probalby like to dobb on me to the shrinks

hey cheze at least I not dealing with Katy Perry anymore although I still listen to prism and darkhorse, my new girlfreind has driven her out, my girlfreind is the only visitor i will get basically.

Did I mention about something to do with the monument and will of the archangels and gods who knows made it so I am an active archangel now, I witnessed myself as the archangel but was still early days.

I think more to the point what does a psychiatrist make of all this???? am I heavily deluded or am I just talking about something from astral projection and esoteric stuff, I think I am schizoptypal personality because I function quite normally uunless I get sleep deprived....I function quite normally despite coexisting in my lovers room on a different plantet and things couldn't bbe bbetter for me, I have really accomplished something.

just wrote a lletter to VMIAC was gonna share but thought it would be boring, I haven't got much to say at the moment

I am wondering if its like a test for the pscyhaitrist how they deal with stuff to do with my astral projection, they should be doing the right thing but maybe they will have fears about my own world that is not scary at all and project their own opinions and #######4 problems onto my situation and make a mess of it, it happens in the blinkk of an eye and maybe thats all it ever is when you talk about bizzarre stuff to them, and they are the judge but I wonder if deep down they will know my girlfriend is real and maybe treat me with more respect for what I want especially when I am voicing my desires more clearly in what I want from them, they better not use a line on my like they usually do like lets agree to disagree, and not explain their case, can;t stand thaat $#%^, so much hate in my heart for that scum my psychiatrist I need more anger to feel real, more anger directed effectively, once I made the connection with her on the astral she did once try to project the schizophrnic brian onto me in a mometn of weakness i almost got caught off guard, made me feel a bit sick and doubt myself for a bit, but got over it pretty quick just her head playing tricks I showed her some anger for that but she probably can't remember what she did stupid ###$.

that schizophrenia thing might be them poking their heads into mine imagining what my head must be like because its based on thei opi nion that I have trouble with my thoughts because I am schiophrenic or my sentenses get scrambled when talking to a shrink and they scatter me and they aren't even listening and waste of time talking to them they just think everything is schiophrenia. I am gonna smoke a joint and try to chill out.

Razael wrote:cheze are you saying I should think about my girlfreind as not being real

No, this is not what I'm saying. I was just trying to say that other people may think of her this way, not that you should. I know that for you she is very real which is why I am very happy for you as it does seem as though you have been much happier since she has come into your life.

I did not know that later in the conversation you parents were supportive, so I was just trying to help you see from another person's possible perspective. I know that sometimes for me, that is helpful if I'm not getting the reaction I either want or need from someone. It helps me to understand where they are coming from.

you're actually right cheze its a good strategy to know your enemy, I think I know how the shrinks think or used to think, nothing much I can do with it however but its good knowing.

Thanks for undertanding cheze I am happy thanks for noticing, just could be better if I wans't on antipsychotic then I could feel love and have a deeper relationship with her, got small feelings of love this morning but only slight , its good though.

Razael wrote:just told my mum and dad about my girlfreind and they made me feel like $#%^, I hate earth I guess my girlfreind will make me feel better, maybe mum and dad can't handle it....I started with things are going really well with my astral projections and took them to witness the marriage and not sure it worked, maybe it blew my mind, i told them that she respects them and she is gorgeous and I am happy now. They should be supportive, maybe it will take a little while.

What did they say? Im sorry you had that happen. I agree by all means they should be more supportive.

they didn't say anything but it made me feel like $#%^, then I said so to them and then they said that I shouldn't feel bad that I can talk to them about anything, just me making it into a big deal I think a bit of neurosis.

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don't really know what the folks think about their daughter in law, maybe its hard to process for them