Lost it with Anti-psych philosophies

take down one psychaitrist properly, Istill not done yet, until I get off a CTO maybe then go a bit easier on her but this is still global phenomena so take down one take down the lot of them...I feel good.

from this place I am at I have explored the universe beyond it started with gods taking me up really high and putting me in a spaceship, I stayed for a while then went beyond I met all sorts my visions have really expanded my girlfriend came with me I went a few places most remarkable is really high to mastrrs of the cosmos who spat on psycchatry it was really impressive. one congratulated me on making a galaxy, he placed me inside the galaxy and i identified life, and went to visit but it wass weird very bright and colourful world my case manager liked it but they tried to get the psychiatrist witness it, one was journeying above to meet the slug gods above and bringing back messages for mankind on this planet...they are very sweet people I am proud of my creation not sure what my status is there has been monuments erected all over the universe in my honour the archangels showed me theirs firlst its a green statue....and seems a consequence hiere is that i lead a double life for thier is an archangel there that is me just finding his power, something to do with monument made it possible.

That sounds like some very interesting visions you are having. A part of me is envious for the places you can go astrally and the things you can experience. It reminds me of when I am manic and everything is absolutely beautiful. I hope all continues to go well. Be safe in your journeys.

had a bad night but turned out she is safe had problem with some really powerful earth stuff monstors and psychiatry showed its ugly head trying to eliminate my girlfreind two men tried to get me into a secure ward a cell to save me from y girlfreind stupid fools and the woman who ordered it is defiant they are getting a word to them...seems they can't really be defeated they are insistent on taking her away from me, just goes to show that you can't really change anyone just wondered how they tapped into my power to make these monsters..the psychiatrist is defiant too but getting used to having visions still some stuff around trying to enforce psychiatry, I haven't won yet but getting closer the moster is pacified and think we will get it accross that I am happy with my girlfreind and they shouldn't be trying to destroy us....at one point the two men had changed their mind about taking me into their cell they put the woman who ordered it in there , she is still there so I don't know what is going on...

she stopped showing herself to me sexually but did a bit today when I went for a walk to get weed,,, maybe weed is to blame for the earth stuff getting at my power to destroy everything, had a bad night but my girlfriend is comforting me with visions still of her, no need to be envious cheze you take antipsychoatics and they are probably doing for you what they used to do to me and make this stuff non existant I am just lucky to be treatmetn resistaant and still live out my wildest fantasies in my head and still oporate normally just stick to my slef...last night my mentor was really annoying wondered whether its from telling him that things tunred to $#%^ so my dream of only my girlfreind appearing in my home was ruined last night, annoying mentor, it was horrible last night seeeing my girlfriend struggle and what they did to her effected me and Igcould feel it but she won and is at ease today and the monsters aren
't gonna touch that...problem too with my mate that wants to try my girlfriend He thinks its ok he had a lot of power last night too and manatged to get a copy of my girlfreind util I stoped it she isn't easy I reallyr egretted talking so much about her being my lover that I deal with people trying to rape her kind of $#%^ like even my metnor ended up doing when in power state...it was terrible...my treatemtn is to bblame its amazing how they tap their patients power whhen destroying them its sick I hate it and hope they leave me alone for good.

got a letter back from the associate professor of psychiatry about my complaint letter and no good, he claims that they have been communicated with muldisciplinary specialsists etc and alternatives failed reffering to when they put me on zeldox I explained all that in my letter stupid idiot, it sucks basically got ignored for what I was complaining abouut.

now she is sexually arousing me so everything is ok just a $#%^ night I wantedd to talk about.

You have a very rich inner world, and I am happy for your girlfriend. I am happy you have one. Sorry the shrinks dont get that. Hope the outer world treats you better, you deserve both great outer world as well as a happy safe astral journey. Your making the best of a very hard situation and I applaud you for that. Have they said why they are trying to take away your girlfriend? They shouldn't though, it sounds like everything is working out for you.

the new metnal health act has come out and have already sent complaint letter off the the meantl health complaints commissioner, and I have sent an email to Mental health tribunal to get off the CTO...I talked aobut my girlfreind in it lol probably shouldn't have coz I dunno whether I want them finding out, but maybe they ned to find out for her power to be felt on earth and she is the queen of the psychiatrists and scum of earth, there is lots of scum it seems I guess the review tribbunal wil be scum so maybe good to talk abobut my girlfriend with them so they can see her , most likely they will thinkk its delusion too, she is real though just not from earth how can they be so sure...and mostly its nourishing so not at risk bbecause of it, told them she was very protective she is.....she has made me feel comfortable on earth and aligned to higher self which had some fears about being a god or something, ego death states realising grand purpose and identity is scary, bbut I am not scared. just going with it.

she makes purple lights shine in my brain trying to fix me up from the antipscyhotic its lovely, like my mind could do something at any minute again, purple lights in my brain.

the only real feedback I got from a friend is that my girlfreind isn't real, another girl said this too but she isn't the best freind...what do you guys think?....she is real just not from earth we are astral projecting all over the place and yeah the guy that says she isn't real is the one that tried to rape her in my visions so ,my visdions have security in knowing that others are not aware of whats happening in them, but I hope some hit closer to the reality when the concern the psychiatrists that we have projected to....It lit up the pages of my complaint letter to metnion her ,aybe I should have started a fresh one, when Ir ead over it it was hard to keep going pplus it lit up in green vibrant colours compared to the boring rest of the writing, but put this in right at the end of 19ages gosh it got long hoppe they understand

maybe that guy saying she isn't real excuses his actions trying to rape her, people don't respect the astral stuff and there is bad karma in that, I think the psychaitrists know its real from my visions and what i heared from them stuff like "I've put people away for this " and "I want to go back to how I used to be" its been pretty good...plus at one point bad night with metnal health workers trying to put me into a room and to save me from my girlfreind it felt like psych ward all over again just in my astrlal self that wras inteded to seperate me from her but I escaped everytime theyput me in got to them at one point and they put the lady who ordered it in there then annoying agian so I put them in there then my psychaitrist so they can all know what its like to be locked away, hope thats vision is hitting home in my psychaitrists head and her feelings, it felt dark and heavy when they gave me the injection I hope that feeling spreads through the whole system its genuine and powerrful yet they are still blind to what they are doing pumping people full of drugs.

So who thinks my girlfreind is real???lol yeah thats right....one freind who also up abducted to this plalnet seems to follow that she is real nd talks to me a little bit on facebook, she knows she is real but on this planet they areen''t alll having sex actually I am the only one trying to at least, I like it when she tries to turn me on...if she wasn't real then who was making me orgasm the other day, that was awesome back when I could get full penetration and was turned on so massively it was blliss so hot her face when making love turned me on so much I like remembering it.

So is she real.?..I think she is thats all that really matters

she came into my dreams last night, her otherworldliness of her body was astonishing such a fine bum I embraced her bum then the dream finished....it was good to see her, Iregrett going straight for her fine arse instead of trying to see her face and talk to her, her body is amazing I can't see it clear enough in my visions but I know its good now I know for sure, it wasclear it was her becausee this body was too fine to be from earth, she knows what I like I love arses and she tries to arous me by revealing herself and sitting on top of me facing away, I get vsions from other angles too of her fine body...I am so lucky..hope to dream more about her and a freind who didn't believe in my girlfreind asked if I had any photo's of her, so maybe she can go into other peoples dreams too, maybe some un believers are turning around the more they hear about it, maybe not still people are sceptical...

she was funny in my dream, it had a bed in it she flittered around and showed my her body then curled up in a ball when I embraaced her bum, funny that I went straight for it and held it iny arms, I getting turned on remembering it, she likes it when I gt turned on, a girl on the bus gave me a bit of a stiffy I sore her arse wearing tights and wanted to get closer to her but then my girlfreind got hold of me with an erection and did nasty things to me tried to have sex with me so mystiffy got even bigger and I was on the bus it kept going thanks to my bag I could cover my groin with walking down the street ######6 my girlfreind, lol sorry to be so graphic.

at least trying to ###$, we only get partial penetration at best doesn't really work, I think I jinxed it by talkingabout it on facebook some might have taken offence or think I shouldn't really be doing that to her.

I like bums, especially my girlfriends bum....anybody else like bums?