Lost it with Anti-psych philosophies

I have been reading this thread, too, tonight and will keep reading if you keep updating. I like reading about your astral stuff. A part of me used to be very into that and I really enjoyed reading about your experiences, so thanks for sharing them with us.

I have been reading this thread as well. Like CopperMoon, I also am interested in reading about astral stuff. I never thought much about until I learned about it from Razael. You make it sound really interesting. Ditto your experiences in it.

Razael, IMO your doing really well. I hear you, the iatrogenic part is horrible. I hope they are not still beating you up over the astral projections. Hopefully the psychiatrists can at least respect your views. If they could just understand where your coming from Im sure they would be a lot more supportive. I get where you are coming from, you have been through so much and are doing a great job hanging in there. I give you a lot of credit for that. You are a good person and even though struggling you are still winning the battle. Please don't let the situation change who you are!


How are you though? Has anything improved?

Hey Razael,
I also read this thread Take a minute to think about how far you've come in the past couple of years. Getting off the injection is a HUGE step in your recovery. I am so glad to hear that it is going well. I know the astral world is important to you so I hope that gets easier for you as the dosage is lowered. I hope the rauwolfia continues to help calm your mind. I am doing a bach flower remedy along with my nutrition program, and I have found that it has helped to calm my mind as well and has started to make it easier for me to come off my medications as well.
Keep up the good work. Recovery is real!

I don't comment because while I find your reports interesting and even fantastic, I do not share your view on their essence and I'm afraid I might offend you with my point of view.

I got off the CTO!!!! yay! so now I continue to use rauwolfia........

I don't have much to say anymore, I lost it with this thread and forums.

the darkhorse singer came back one afternoon I had a few joints, was wkward she was trying to get me to come meet her at the train station, i had to catch the bus past the station but I didn't get off the bus, wouldn;t have felt comfortable, dunno if she really would have made an appearance.things have faded with the ET girlfreind although when I have trip attacks I try to manifest there, she tries to abduct me

the psychaitrist said I have improved since I been taking rauwolfia, no suprise, the iatrogenic thought disorder not there as much though I still struggle to explain myslelf with any decency, so she thinks the haldol is doing good, I could imagine if they knew the truth that they would agrivate me and say I have decompensated, stupid ###$, so the rauwolfia is working and I am happy....the only reason I am now a voluntary patient is bec ause I lied about taking the haldol, so now i amvoluntary I not as paranoid about being busted taking rauwolfia....

what did you want to say twisteed nerve? your comment already effected me now I just wonder what you were going to say but didn't.

Razael wrote:the psychaitrist said I have improved since I been taking rauwolfia, no suprise, the iatrogenic thought disorder not there as much though I still struggle to explain myslelf with any decency, so she thinks the haldol is doing good, I could imagine if they knew the truth that they would agrivate me and say I have decompensated, stupid ###$, so the rauwolfia is working and I am happy....the only reason I am now a voluntary patient is bec ause I lied about taking the haldol, so now i amvoluntary I not as paranoid about being busted taking rauwolfia....

what did you want to say twisteed nerve? your comment already effected me now I just wonder what you were going to say but didn't.

I just don't believe in magic and spirituality in general.

Razael wrote:I got off the CTO!!!! yay! so now I continue to use rauwolfia........

I don't have much to say anymore, I lost it with this thread and forums.

the darkhorse singer came back one afternoon I had a few joints, was wkward she was trying to get me to come meet her at the train station, i had to catch the bus past the station but I didn't get off the bus, wouldn;t have felt comfortable, dunno if she really would have made an appearance.things have faded with the ET girlfreind although when I have trip attacks I try to manifest there, she tries to abduct me

I think that's awesome! Im glad that things are finally in your favor Sound like the rauwolfia is indeed helping you.

But I wonder, how come you don't have as much to say anymore? Are things better, or just not feeling it?

I hope you continue to get better, and I Hope the astral realm offers you all the best. Im not to versed in astral projections and the like, but its comforting to know you are!

great news I am on the right direction toward recovery and taking the shrinks to the bank!!! I have been set on my uni days before I ever got prescribed antipsychotic and to my first episode where a guy wrote me a check for 200,000 and I banked it with a different bank, I then wrote out the bank account number infrotn of my auntee who took me to the bank with a shotgun under her jacket and made me sign the ownership of the account over to her, I contacted the police and they looked into my accounts and verified that I really did start and NAB account with the check but they say it must have bounced because it shows zero dollars in the account, they not yet look into my auntee's account to prove she did what she did, and once I do that I can prove all my memories and take the shrinks to the bank...I wrote the the autralia equivalent to the district attorneys, the office of public prosicutions andt he crown prosecutors asking for 2million from penisual health when I prove my autntee set me up as schizophrenic and destroyed my life, so the persecutory delusions are real...not sure I gonna be able to collect from the hosptail, I wanna sue every hosptial i been to, not sure Ican do this yet but its the best thing I can do for my recovery and clear my name, I t should be easy, first step is proving my autntee is greedy bitch and maybe uncover the money that didn't show up in my account but maybe in hers, not sure yet, I still gonna sue her for destroying my life...my parents and naively in disbleif and are disturbed they assume I am disturbed too, but thats only when they behave the way they do toward me when they try to set me up as schizoprhenic and metnally ill.

this probably desreves a new thread, hope some people read about it, I am gonna be famous over this and my life recovered to be the rockstar I was born to be...

so I been busy chasing up my auntee, I did it astrally too but she came back and started $#%^ wasn't so good, but just recently some good thngs to do with reuniting me to my wealth symbolically so I am ready for my money to be returend and easy for the cops to call me backk about it etc, it may have been difficult to investigat, the first cop didn't look into the accounts of my auntee and ignored the shotgun incident which needs to be repotrted....I can only do it now I am voluntary patient, I sent the same emaails to my head psychaitrist. I told them last time I was in hosptial that it would be easy to collect from them and to release me or I make more of a sum of money out of it, they are screwed for not beliveing me, so I said it would be easy and proving what my auntee did to set me up as a schizoprhenic is the first step to make this piss easy. make it like 2million for m the hospital so this makes the news.

so about my first episolde it was just that I was in shock and not ready to be rich , its a shame I wrote out the bank account number infront of my auntee because instead of finding the money when I was ready likeI am now, just gotta take her to the authorities to recover my money now, thats if the check was real, the guy that gave it to me asured me he could afford it, and wanted to make sure I got it to the bank straight away, tahts why I didn't go out osf sight around the cvcorner to my usula bank..

so I proved I made an account with this particular bank, so thats a start, I feel more confident now and hopefully the crown prosecutors can rip the hospiatl s another hole, maybe close the local psych ward, maybe not, but by being famous for this shrinks will sure think twice about reporting crimes and stuff their patients tell them, this needs to happen...should I start an new thread once I made some headway in prooving all this, just nobody will read I don'[t know what to call it.

beyonce came to me this morning and said she heard what happened with Katy Perry lol my dream is when I become famous over taking all the health services to the bank and giving psychaiitry a kick up the arse that Katy Perry will track me down she says she wants to make me rich, had some interesting trips with her trying to meet me to give me a check but I didn't get off the bus at the station she said she was gonna appear at...so beyonce knows, how does she kfnow?