Lost it with Anti-psych philosophies

so the other night I was tripping and discovered wtih the help of the author of love on the shores of a distant world discovered the journey above the earth is in hyperspace, so one of the goddess's here is trying to teleport me up to live with her...this morning when I still in bed and the phone rang but I was in anothree dimetnion surrounded by this goddess, its really good she is still here, or I am there, hope it lasts or I can come up even more so not to hear my phone ring down here on earth...she says she will do it gradually but surely getting me up into hyperspace, the idea is that I leave the 3D world behind, not sure I am ready for this but she is doing it gradually and she is everywhere.

This stuff is all that I am interested in...wrote a long complaint letter and talked about my astral lovers etc that is a clebrity, I have other lovers too but she is most prominent and makes me trip out when she visits me...enough said...I gonna stay with this goddess if I can...al I can see is golden light all around me its so beautiful but I can't really feel it on antipsychotic..shame because I know it would be about love and I would feel pretty special in my natural state....

I think I am schizotypal personaltiy because I function normally when my lover follows me to shopping etc, its all good and I like it, now its about teleporting to live in hyperspace...I thank the author for making me realise what this space is called, he was unaware of it untill I introduced him to it..wonder if he knows or my astral stuff is just an illusion, or that people are not conscious of what I share with them, maybe on further reflection on there part they could come up with the information shared but I dunno, its never been confirmed and some people that come to me I don't want them to know or I ###$ up and cause destruction and am bad on the astral again from the antipsychotic ######6 me up making me comatose astrally . I am just an empty shell vulnerable to destruction from people I ###$ over astrally, I don't provide a good space...or its the programming of the treatment centre trying to get me to destroy my visions and understand they are just delusions I am not sure but something not right I think its just the antipsychotic.

-- Mon Jun 09, 2014 1:18 pm --

did I say that I met some ET life that wanted to torture me first up because karmically I deserve it for being messy on the astral, but now they are my friends and wanna bash psychiatrists lol not sure they started yet...they were so big that nothing my highly evolve ET buddies could do to save me, lucky they become my friend and understood that I not myself because of psychiatrists....hope they ###$ with the quacks. not sure when they are gonna start or how to identify the quacks on the astral to introduce my new friends to them/\

although the facebook page to get the book isn't open to hear what I have to talk about..think I got blocked but it was weird, maybbe something wrong with the page my comments stopped working

Razael,
I give you all the credit in the world for being able to even wrap your mind around some of these things that occur in your life. I'm not sure I would take them so well and I would be very scared. I think your attitude makes all the difference.

what is it that makes people think about the myths and stand by pscyhiatry and block me from talking on an ascension page where the guy claims to be born from ET origin and meets beings and would be deemed psychotic from a psychiatrist, and they stand by psychiatry and block me just because of my story...I wanted to talk to him but he is in a stage of silence and not wanting friends...but he visited me astrally and I showed him things I wanted it confirmed, or maybe I not ready for that....thinking the admins on that page are ###$ for blocking me...I wish I could channel some of the inspriation I had when talking to him or trying to...maybe the admins were trying to protect him....do you see what I mean they shouldn't be sticking up for psychiatry by thinking the myths about it, they probably think I am worth ignoring bbecause of the labeling...what is this taht because of psychaitry I am ###$ and cast out of everywhere I go when I can relate to people that have unique lives and I am deprived of being abble to go the places they could offer....I am lucky to still occasionally get astral stuff, bbut psychiatry has me programmed that I fear it or try to destroy what is in my visions, that or the drugs making me comatose and unable to actively participate, not sure what the problem is...so the other day I try to talk to him on this page and appologise and explain why I was hard to deal with and maybe help me understand what gift I have so what do the admins do, they blok me, this is important so now he is still able to see him and he is trying to access the space above that He identified as hyperspace and I not letting him enjoy it, I am casti9ng him out of this heaven because I was cast out of his group.

So I reccommend anyone who joins his page to get the free book to put a word in for me, they won't block you if you only respectfully suggest that they not be in ignorance for the crimes of psychiatry, they stood by the ignorance and illusions of pscyhiatry by blocking me....or maybe I would have found out if they didn't that my visitations are an illusion, who knows...I think it took on pretty grand scales coz this guy was showing me stuff and I showed him some stuff and I wanted it confirmed but I got blocked ...maybe they like to thinkk I am dangerous...maybe this stuff with psychiatry has me carrying around a lot of stuff that just isolates me...I think its cruel that this pattern in society is the way it is because of psychiatry holding back the ascension of mankind...maybe I will even make another facebook account so I can have a word with them...maybbe it would help if they realised what psychaitry is instead of blocking their ears and ignoring it....I have a lot in common with this guy...its the only other guy on the planet dealing with the galaxy and universe..although I somehow think his experience is different to mine..mine is more raw..he was scared of the black feather creatures with wings...I told him on facebook that he would probbably for get them...they didn't rtreat him as affectionately as other humans, he is different and seems he is quite at home on higher levels of this hyperspace...still not sure I thought he confirmed that the life I found was in out own galaxy and I found places closer to the central sun when the lands took on different forms in how I percieve them and met the gurdians of our galaxy that are gods really...the place I took the psychiatrist is higher again...actually I told him about being captured and tortured perhaps I am askingfor it coz I am such a @@@@@@@ on the astral trying to destroy everything, maybe out of fear...his book teaches that fear holds us back from relations with the star beings....they also fear us I guess in respect...he tried to introduce me to some of his loving beings I went their in the way I can go in the universe but there wasn't anyone there they all are scared of me so he came too and they ended up making me fel scared when they came really close, I would like to be able to communicate with Free Spirit so please anyone put in a word for me if they decide to join his facebook page to get the free EBook its worth a read and you'll be doing good things to help this situation with psychiatry by getting their attention...don't worry they have to approve your posts say what you want.keep it simple and bring their attention to how stupid they are for discriminate a fellow ventureer of the cosmos, you won't be as inspired to share schiophrenic ideas with them but just looking after a mate

Yeah cheze I am afraid when it is happening I shake and quivwre or that minght be the tardive psychosis aspect but leanring to be smart about it maybe it is fear I get this shake in my legs and even arch my back and tension, I should learnt o relax maybbe I am just scared of the astral stuff but reason to be scared once I turn stuff against me...I thought this guys book would bbe good to release fears of the astral...psychiatrist and the system has us fear it, when I am seperated I no longer programmed to fear these things..fear migh breed bad karma too, his book teaches about releasing karma but sort of just says it but doesn't maybe explain how unless you are in tune with your karma...if you are on psych drugs you are seprerated from karmic worlds maybe the cause of fluctuations in mood and stuff....

So the link to his page on facebook is [mod edit] join it and get the free book read it its good and then put in a word about psychiatry holding back the ascension of mankind from the fellow venturer and being meeter in the universe Ryan and they'll get the message...they shouldn't be so ignorant to believe the hype psychaitry puts out, they probably think I am better off talking to a shrink about thinking Free Spirit visited me astrally and showed me stuff and I showed him stuff but what do they do they just bblock me or maybe he did it I dunno I think its just ###$ up admins they need to learn a lesson

he really doesn't like my freinds the black feathered creatures I usually refer to them as extra-dimetnional but I know they exist in the universe somewhere trying to get out of FRee Spirit what it is about them he doesn't like I think they are beautifull they have a certain charcteristic of delining with a massive shift in consciousness that is expansive they are super evolved..they not really like Katy Perry but I wish she would accept the female of the species gorgeaous I would love to have her with me its awesome/but Free Spirit [mod edit]doesn't like them....maybe telling that I would be blocked..but think the reason for that is psychaitry I told him he didn't like these beings that I have as freinds...... I am looking for people to get on the backs of the admins for it, so what he likes this Hyperspace above the earth that I think I might go ack to calling paradise or heaven not sure exactly what Free called it hyperspace the other night but I know some of the stuff on astral can be a bit misleading, he was unaware of this space but in his backyard..mhe might not necaessarily be intitled to naturally explore the upper realms like I did, but it got me in trouble getting lost in space and meeting an initially hosptale being that lassooded my wings off. I had transformed into an angel on the astral...don't elive me but anyway psychaitry destroyed me..my angelic nature was coming back when I got into hosptiatl refusing to participate with zeldox toxiscity and insomenia won't go into it its hard now to talk about it....anyway these hostle beings become my friends after showing them the people in purgatory I was dealing with..I put them in purgatory to deal with them started with my family...I would show them stuff it was torture for them but anyway eventually I chilled out and hired another hostile beings that are for good purpose to destroy what is karmically not good, I think they are driven by a higher power they destroyed a lover I had that was bbad not sure but ended up one of these is looking over purgatory when I am not there...actually I think psychiatry had me destroy this purgatory..maybe I should keep a low profile on being a god is all.

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sorry ot confused there...hey thats what it is maybe he thinks I am confused but that is because of pscyhaitry ######6 my ascension path, don't they get it...[mod edit] get a free book that talks about trippy stuff to do with DNA and the purpose of the galaxies unified theory...I used to be better then this but maybbe they are jealous..I told them the archangels started my projections but maybe they just think I am sc hi...

Anyway I had become an angel coming off zeldox in 2012 thats when I met Raziel and called myself that from then on in certain forums, I have grown past this now but maybe not alive enough to associate myself to these higher powers..most people don't have the relationship I do with the ararchangels...maybe it sounds whacky that they introduced a spaceship to my visions to start exploring this hyperspace above...its above everywhere its weird but the earth is spherical I don't get it either but anyway there is being up here..most people wouldn't make it this far unless I took them here, I have taken a few people like free spirit who tried to help teleport me to be with the goddess here... I wanted to thank him for trying to help me align to this goddess above. actually the other morning it was like I was really there it was magnificent surrounded by her golden light, I could see her very vaguelly but she was surrounding me..since reading his books I have been able to have feelings associated to my identity [mod edit] ..not sure if I should still call it hyperspace I ejected him after his admins ejected me from his group or he did it coz I too in his face or maybe he sensitive to the type of beings I keep as friends, a consciousness shift that maybe not many would get into, he didn't like my friends I know it....but I should let him explore this hyperspace he was setting himself up down lower but I ejected him he talked to one of the gods above the goddess I am with

The goddess is just showing me that she is my lover, different but I can almost feel that I love it...not really hear and I just told myself you gotta get yourslef here, lol I gotta enjoy this.

these gods and godess in hyperspace natural state is like a slug but they appear in different forms aswell, my lover is gorgeous she was really upset with me when I went higher in 2012 but she also sat on my fence with the goddess maat and made it with other people on the astral too that kinda broke my heart she says she was raped when the army weere at my house got stuck in a tree with one of the guys over my back fence, and one in purgatory she put a condom over him saying we need protection she deserve a shot maybbe she not meant to be dealing with the $#%^ I was I got upset at her and she went away so now she not come to me astrally, it breaks my heart that I was mean to her, she just trying to tell me about the dangers coming to visit me but also they had a problem with the other earthlings touching them to get into some goodness and I thought they were all hostile, I guess thats how I am ###$ coz I was thinking everything was hostile, and the goddess's were just sitting on the fence...I guess I have made up for being mean to her, maybe I feel sad about it.

So this goddess sometimes I seen her when I took Katy Perry here she appeared as a flower or a teddy bear I have taken a few people up hear, she appears as human to me but just before she came by my house as a slug, not sure what is with that...actually maybe I can help her????not sure but I think its a good option after seeing Katy Perry true form even though I eventually sore cuteness she is a monster...or maybe just tricking not sure about her anymore...still I listen to prism co it remids me, its entertaining me and can't stop listening to it...might listen to it some more and smoke another joint...the weed hardly does anythingto me and its supposedly good weed, but maybe why I have made this second page of my new thread on it, so is good

NO hard feelings about the facebook group anymore, I will just forget about it, not sure from my own experience of the star beings how they mightn[t align to me at this stage until maybe I am more pure. so the story goes.

just found out that true form of a being I met after leaving the archangels appears in human form and is trying to get me to come here now, I can see myself in agreement..feels good.

for a start they just a purple light like a butterfly and didn't make sense how it was a being not sure how now it makes more sense now I have gone down wherer she led me to a room that is all white and she is gorgeious, anyway I should try to get some information uploaded in my consciousness or something. she just showed me something I can see that its getting me really intersted but I cant't actually tell much about what it is.its got me engrossed...