I hear ya, same here I am victorian..actually new metnal health act coming out soon and they did extensive research in running forums like one I attentded about a new metnal health complaints commissioner..I am stoned now so thats why I am feeling ok about my situation, I am on a CTO and have been admitted to hopsital for refusing so they drug me up even more, last hosptial stay was 8weeks but my own fault for being so agressive in m y stance against psyc hiatry ignorance, and talking about extradimentional beings that came with time off the antipsychotic, I usually bought a week or so to feel my joy coming back and love interest in a celbrity, also my own fault for talking about darkhorse, pretty popular katy perry song in australia. sorry this is getting wasted on triviality or not important information, I write long usually and same with others that have posted, although mine apparently a\re disordered and hard to read.
if you in victoria they have MHRB and if you among the 7percent average release rate you can get off, but pretty hard bargain as they speak the same language as the psychiatrist and discriminate based on percieved risk as the psychiatarist are good a\t fudging or using what they can against you...I never su\cceeded so I went further to VCAT which is better option to put a good case together for them to make a real descision. I am still waitnign for review of material before she makes a descision...weighing up whether to send her material on what has come up recently in my thread that I talk about everything, dark corner and falling out of teleptathic astral connections with the celbrity, nevermind maybe she no good for me as I say in I am still afree man thread..pretty boring though, the arguement is psychosis is a trial of karmic integrity, I think that says it well I gonna use that again I hope, karmic purification over deficits or things that need to change in the pre-episode functioning, it resolves itslef with karmic purification and new lease on life, hard to discribe.
Shame that people are buying into the dangerous steriotype. people are naturally afraid of people with psychosis and thats one of the hurdles for the psychotic is people acting weird infront of you based on their fears or concepts of sanity and putrifying things that one needs to be clean of, family doing it with you is stupendous in how it initiates cycle to become more psychotic and disorganised and upset that ccan spark moods and feelings of anger or lashing out at something, thats just one way, or making idle threats to expalin how restricted say family are making you feel, it turns itself into hostile environments taht are further fuel to psychotic states and some of that hostility one takes on board in extyreme times, so society fuels this violence in the way it fears psychosis or anything differnet its like racial discrimination.
another thing I was gonna metnion is that they make out this kind of attitude toward service as "paranoia" and signs of the illness so be carefull they don't use that one on you for a longer hosptial stay refusing treatments, it doesn't work but the time in personal evolution and progress spiritually and karmically might be worth a short withdrawal if ypu lucky or spritual beings are onto you and want you to develop as much as posilbe in that short amount of time off from psychiatric drugging...sorry thats just way I see it, my relationship with psychiatry improved to my benefit to forget about it, now I don't think about anything but I was thinking idealiy with the celbrity that came back after refusing treatment and seemed to understand my predicament b etter to stay with me through the treatment...
as I said getting in debates everytime they inject you is a way to stay in hospital longer they make it out as being arguemetnative, and they get ###$ up and probably bring o8ut signs of frustration and call security or like in my psych ward a high security side of the ward but you get single bedroom, thats where they bring you when first get their ...for me it was ###$ up from sleep deprivation..my etradimentional beings are on call now to end bnad td let me get some sleep.
as I said its appaling the kind of stigma people with metnal illness have towared their own kind, as if the majority of schizophrenics would harm anything unless pushed by circumatances to act violently towarad say family, famiulies need to be educated
an another thing mass shootings are done by people taking drugs like ssri that lead to suicide or violence I think you'll find and not by people who stopped using and began to recover from the effect of psychiatric drugging and dealing whith pscyhiatrist that in my theory is also responsible for suicide for the crimes they commit against peoples identity, its a kind of violence to convince them to accept notions about ones own mind and responsability over it to a drug, its really sick, I can't even explain it at least to the point that it would make any sense. that toxic influece lead people to act irrationally or out of some insitnctual fight mechanism isntead of flighting from the situation wheree someone tries to convince you you are metnally ill and need to take medication its brainwashing and done really easy to convince the majority to make it uncomfortable and push psychiatry onto their neighbours and frineds that seem to them to hav e similar symptoms and they play pswcyhiatrist too and keep the system in full force , i guess society concepts of illness come into it...as a matter of fact I would only seem ill to my family or a shrink, and in the right environment flourish and have my full personality at my disposal, family were so restrictive and worry is not nice to be around. I pick up on bad $#%^ from worry telepathically it effets my consciousness and ev en at a distance or a flashback to a time the person was worrying, that worry made me threaten suicide and violence.
problem is that psychiatrist see that frustration still as psychoatic and because one was ill not because of the etremes of sick environments that bring out symptoms and agitation.
by the way I reccoment trying to find survivors out their that would advocate for you if they got it together, I hooked up withinternational advocate although dunno if he really worked to my favour for understaning that i needed to bring up topics that inevitably would be used against me such as being nabbed by police while I running from what was reported as aliens, I got sent to hospital but things were ###$ up, theynatyreally resolved themselves out of my home environment but that doesn't seem to matter ad onece I got sleep.
here I am making another long post talking about myslef and unimportant thing, I had better response in my head before I started writing about CTO in australia and what its really like
they say its paranoia that you think the clinic is harming you to not answer calls or come in, they think its paranoia of the medications, they like to think its paranoia but its totally not, that made me laugh last time they claimed I was paranoid with no basis but they make it up...I complained about that to no use threatened to sue the hospital while in hospital shouted a remark abouut my medication increase through the to8ugh glass and this $#%^ keeps you in hospital longer untill you calm down or most likesly the medications precent lateral thinking and reasoning and problem solving to attemtp challenging conversational remarks to a pscyhiatrist that they put dwon to your illness coz they wont understant or like me ask you to leave the interview for challenging them from an easy victim and they keep you in hospital longer as punishment ad increase the dose, never mind commenting on a song you think is about them or think that extradimetnional beings are helping you out goign on etradimetnional voyage of the universe to meet the other life forms kind of thing..highly evolved stuff and places like heaven and beyond to land of the gods and beyond even and beyond until a guide came down and helped me out while I was at hospital his name refered me to call him roger and thename made registrar psychiatrist laugh or at least smile, i think i did a good job to demand respect but they still used it against me to keep me involuntary, they couldn't really just use arguementative and disheavled yeah Iask the pscyhiatrist why they say I am schizophrenic and she says beecause I have long toenails I am discheaveled and therefore shcizophrenic plus they find it hard to be easy to talk to so make mistakes in communication etc etc won't go into it.
I owe it all to refusing treatment and having the threat of police come to my door and break in as they inevitably do in such a situation that you plainly refuse to open door to police. wouldn't suprise me that sometimes they would use pepper spray for doing that as they came at me with it in my face ..can't remember what I gonna say...oh yeah the experience I had with celbrity further catalysing me to fulfill evolutionary potentia with a journey into heaven and continue on some quests that I undertaokk other times I went off medictation even on a CTO..
be carefull if they have you on orals to get a good bight sleep every night no exceptions, thankfoully I have extradimentional being guides that will help me, I guess having something on hand for sleep would be a bonus but shrinks don't hink like that its antipscyhotic or nothing. ha I wish nothing, it wo8uld be ok if they monitored you or something with a nice case manager or something who visits while on CTO and no medication, can only dream
I use rauwolfia serpentina for sleep if I get causght tripping, but now the celbrity not come to me anymore I don't trip or think about jack $#%^...she doesn't like me anymore, but maybe I just need to get my life in order and get off antipsychotics and be able to meet a real girl not just some imaginary thing with a celbrity that gets me trippin.
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sandy hook is a good conspiracy to look into, its totally wierd just look up the news footage and you see no children and the reports of the children claim uniforms came in and no report of the gunshots not one of them and they put it on the news heaps of $#%^ but guess when you talking about lanza his mum didn't even owork at the school, lanza was used for some reason by whoever staged this for gun control and metnal health agenda o crack down on the image of unmedicated people with mental illness's ...they probably had him on adderal anyway if he existed...
Could probably blame 9-11 on high functionins schizophrenics in high places coz they weren't hijacked airoplanes that hit the twin towers, and heaps of $#%^ like having to use explaosives to bring dwon like perfect demolisiton of building and raw steel that ariroplaine fire could't do..sorry thats got nothing to do with it..
Hey wonder if they made anyone schizophrenic for believing in either of these theories, I bet pscyhiatrist love to diagnose it as something, but it is about reality and how sick the world is that they use the media to brainwash people with staged shooting of innocent schoolchildren.