Zyprexa and other pharma drugs really cause harm? *TW

I'm really sorry that you have had to go through all of this. It sounds very stressful. I personally would be extremely upset if this were to happen to me.

Mulligan wrote:Why would a Psychiatrist I have not been examined by for over 2 Years, and without consent from me advise another Doctor to put me on a Drug that he should have known has caused me distress before???

This seems to me like a confidentiality/HIPPA issue. I'm not sure if you would want to fight another issue, but that might be something to look into.

Any blood tests ordered during the 6 years or so of treatment I organized through my own GP who is the Psychiatrists colleague. The Psychiatrist did receive one copy of a cardiac and blood test results from a local Cardiac Specialist whom I was referred to by another GP. However, I did not consent to those tests being forwarded to this Psychiatrist, and after he briefly explained that nothing seemed amiss in them was left wondering (but did not ask) why he would have them without my consent as the other Doctor was not advised to send them on. Further to that, when I sought alternative treatment through another Psychologist in my local area, the consulting Doctor whom I was referred to insisted that I go back onto the Zyprexa else she would not refer me to the Psychologist, to which I replied that under no circumstances would I give such consent as this Drug had already caused me problems and she did not have such authority to insist on me medicating myself without a thorough examination ordered either due to myself presenting because of distressing symptoms (of which I was not suffering) in front of another Doctor or in a facility such as nearby Noarlunga Hospital after being sent their by a treating Doctor because of health concerns. She even insisted that I go back to the Psychiatrist whom had treated me previously, and of whom I had already reported to the South Australian Medical Tribunal not once but twice because he not only disregarded my ongoing health concerns by just loading me with those potentially dangerous Drugs and not blood testing me, but he also contacted me by phone at my home to explain his stance, something that is not ethical in any way.
Several recent examinations by my current treating Doctor, and a Psychologist have given my mental status as 'clear and off medication' with a reasonable chance that I may live a somewhat normal life providing I do not relapse into risky behavior such as Drug taking which is what precipitated the initial Psychiatric problems in 2000. I now run my own business, and study part-time with a view to obtaining a career and although somewhat socially awkward (not all symptoms go away obviously) I can function in a normal human way and certainly don't suffer any cognitive deficits else I would not be able to obtain 3 High Distinctions at University, pass the STAT Test to obtain a place in University or undertake and so far pass several Modules of an IT Course.
The long and the short of it, is that my personal views on Zyprexa at least, is that this particular Drug should be withdrawn from the Market as it has been responsible for far more deaths than Vioxx yet still finds favor in the Psychiatrists armory in treating Psychotic Illness.

A little update on my situation.

Its been 3 months so far, I went from 20 mg of Zyprexa a day to where Im at now which is 5 mg a day which I started about a week ago. Im starting to feel alive again and best of all my sex drive is in full force when compared to the lameness of what it was at with 20 mg. I feel like I can think clearer. But Im a little anxious and feel weird. Im taking about 4 mg a day of Lorazepam to combat the anxiety. I think Im hooked on this benzo now, I notice in the morning if I forget to take the Lorazepam I have an extreme feeling of unrest in my solar plexus area with heavy sweating from the armpits, I have to take a Lorazepam pill for this to go away.

Ohh well, so far im ok, Im just dreading when I reach 0 mg a day of Zyprexa, I really am afraid of what I went through 3 years ago. But I will do it, I have to stop taking this black magik poison. My only hope is that it didn't cause permanent changes to the brain like some people describe from what I gather, I hope my brain goes back to normal functioning.

Bad news guys, long story short I attempted suicide 10 days ago by ingesting 2 bottles of Zyprexa, a bottle of Lorazepam and a bottle of wine. This was the worst attempt yet, doctor in hospital says its a miracle I was alive since I algo had a pneumonia. I just got realeased from hospital, they put my in psych ward after the physician cleared me. Ohh boy am I glad I was only at psych ward for 2 days.

I think I learned a good lesson now. This was not a fun experience.

I'm sorry to hear that you were struggling so much. I don't think many of us knew the extent. It's good to hear that your stay at the hospital was brief. I hope that you were able to obtain the support you need. Thanks for keeping us updated.

Cheze2 wrote:I'm sorry to hear that you were struggling so much. I don't think many of us knew the extent. It's good to hear that your stay at the hospital was brief. I hope that you were able to obtain the support you need. Thanks for keeping us updated.

Thx cheze. But its a long story I would rather not talk about and has nothing to do with the fact that I was tapering down from zyprexa.

If anything ticks me off is that I signed disability papers and now I have been gaslighted by psychiatry and have this "label" for the rest of my life. Ohh I get a check every month, If I wasn't a friggen idiot I would give two turds about the check. Id rather not have a stamp on my forhead that says so and so. Gabbish?

It's understandable that you would not walk to talk about this. As for having a label that can make things difficult sometimes. Feel free to reach out here or on other areas of the forum for extra support.

Mods, you must aprove this post for that the community needs to know this.

This is concerning gang stalking or also known as organized stalking.

I am now convinced I am a victim of this and only god knows for how long. Nor do I know exactly why.
As for who is doing this to me Is also kind of a mystery to me, although from what I gather after investigating it seems high up secretive gov agencies or big corporations do this to people that either piss them off or are a minority or whatever, heck you may have done nothing wrong and they may be experimenting with you.

The voice to skull thread in this section is true, they can make you hear things to question your sanity.
I havent got to the bottom of this but I got a general idea and I fit all the symptoms of being a "targeted individual"

They hacked my home network, put my motheres email on hooker and porn sites mailing lists, which I just found out about recently. They created 4 hidden partitions on one of my harddrives which I was able to see with Linux but coudlnt see what was actually in these partitions. All I know is that something is going on and has been going on and I dont know for how long.

I dont know what to do or who to turn two, both sides of my family think im totally insane. I know im not, I know they are torturing me with this $#%^ and their goal is to make you look insane and feel helpless. I was thinking of going to a country that is not exactly friends with this country but a family member scared me telling me they might think im a spy or insane and lock me up in an asylum over there with no contact to the outside world. So I dont know what to do. This has to stop or else I will have no more remedy then to commit suicide, yeah after 4 failed attempts, only this time I know how to do it right. But I dont want to do it, I dont want to cause trauma to my family. But im afraid its the only way out. Im posting this to get the message not only to this community but the WORLD.
Stalking is a crime period and it neeeds to stop. They make it practically undetectable and almost imposible to prove to others that are not targeted thats the thing.

I will leave you all with some links if you are still skeptical. I may or may not be around to respond any updates on my situation I dont know

http://youtu.be/oZtfpqVxmzU

http://youtu.be/Z-Dcz6RRaho

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kdfvv6vIbIc

http://gangstalking.wordpress.com/

P0ci wrote: secretive gov agencies

P0ci wrote:suicide

That is exactly the kind of thing that abusive psychiatry points at to justify it's one size fits all abusive treatment and lack of informed consent "for your own good".

" secretive gov agencies" Come on, Deep inside you know it's bullsh^t and makes no sense at all and do know that your imagination has gone into overdrive. Imagination does that just like when we were little kids and thought there were monsters and were all scared of the dark and stuff. No matter how much the adults said its bull we insisted.

I say stop bugging out on the computer for a wile, I have been there looking at web pages/ forums feeling like a whole lot is going on and what I was doing was "so important" but if you look at the view numbers they are staying the same cause nothing is going on and nobody is reading that page but i know it feels like something is "going on" anyway. Been there.

P0ci wrote:They hacked my home network

Someone clicked on malware, no big deal. Just unplug the stupid overgrown calculator and do something else for a wile and work on forgetting about it.

What is this computer anyway ? Its just one of these with really small bulbs called pixels



Nothing special, the whole internet is just little bulbs on screens and a mega crap load of little on off switches to light them up. That's all I did writing this is say these bulbs on those bulbs off.

score board, internet message board same things.

My advice is to unplug the damb thing and work on forgetting about it cause its stressing you out.

Copy_Cat wrote:

P0ci wrote: secretive gov agencies

P0ci wrote:suicide

That is exactly the kind of thing that abusive psychiatry points at to justify it's one size fits all abusive treatment and lack of informed consent "for your own good".

" secretive gov agencies" Come on, Deep inside you know it's bullsh^t and makes no sense at all and do know that your imagination has gone into overdrive. Imagination does that just like when we were little kids and thought there were monsters and were all scared of the dark and stuff. No matter how much the adults said its bull we insisted.

I say stop bugging out on the computer for a wile, I have been there looking at web pages/ forums feeling like a whole lot is going on and what I was doing was "so important" but if you look at the view numbers they are staying the same cause nothing is going on and nobody is reading that page but i know it feels like something is "going on" anyway. Been there.

P0ci wrote:They hacked my home network

Someone clicked on malware, no big deal. Just unplug the stupid overgrown calculator and do something else for a wile and work on forgetting about it.

What is this computer anyway ? Its just one of these with really small bulbs called pixels



Nothing special, the whole internet is just little bulbs on screens and a mega crap load of little on off switches to light them up. That's all I did writing this is say these bulbs on those bulbs off.

score board, internet message board same things.

My advice is to unplug the damb thing and work on forgetting about it cause its stressing you out.

Haha, no I dont click on malware dude computers are my profession i know what Im doing. As for who had hacked me is still a mystery, I confirmed that I was indeed haked by talking to a computer forensics security expert also known as white hat hackers and he told me definatly something is not right after I explained everything to him.

Anyways Im in the process of getting new computers and selling all the old $#%^ that might be infected, from what it seems I had rootkits that embbed in firmware and can not be destroyed. And I hate to say this but the one making these kind of rootkits are the alphabet secret agency of the good ol USA..... It was confirmed they got in through my wifi, even though I had the best encryption possible for it, and i thought was uncrackable but looks like i was wrong. Anyways Im rebuilding my rigs and hope this doesntn happen again. They could do anything, like plant illegal things on your rig and then pin it on you. No different then when a cop plants drugs on someone and busts them when they did nothing wrong.

In any case I think I have had a little paradigm shift concerning gang stalking, looks like me and many others are WRONG. Its impossible for everyone to be in on it. thats ludicrous and makes you look crazy. i think I have found out the truth and its far fetched too but more beleivable then everyones in on it, more like everyones being mind controlled by nano fibers in the air realeased by chem trails in small planes....

Read linky:

http://www.dataasylum.com/gangstalking- ... ation.html

In the end gangstalking is not what most may think, its an illusion like the matrix perpetrated by a few evil #####& or a supercomputer AI to give you a false reality.