After successfully coming off of 3 drugs I was put on in the hospital so I can feel like myself again, and Finally getting over the withdrawals, my therapist told me yesterday that I needed to be put on medication because I could not control my mood swings. Even though I am doing much better; I'm crocheting, journaling, etc. when I am upset rather than doing destructive things. He said the medication will fix my "chemical imbalance." I told him there is no evidence that there even is a chemical imbalance in my brain, and he said I was a textbook case of Bipolar.
He's such a great therapist besides this. He's the only one I've ever trusted. I'm going to keep fighting him on this medication thing because I cannot go through another nightmare. I would rather face life being the me I know, not being someone else with an altered brain... does that make sense? I don't know. I just wanted to talk to someone about it.