Ummm.... it's been since July, and I haven't had any mood swings. This is highly unusual for someone who used to have like 2-3 per day minimum. I thought, "maybe I'm manic", but I certainly seem more rational than I ever was. I'm even starting to rethink my disability appeal, maybe I'll be able to work now as well?
Never really put much thought into what I was eating. I just ate. You do it out of habit like me too, in fact, we do it just to survive. But what are we eating exactly?
Well... my diet always had HFC, and apparently, removing it has caused some pretty strange effects. The first noticeable one, was I was far far less hungry. Eventually, my diet went back to normal, but I was having an easier time eating moderate amounts of food.
I removed alot more than HFC from my diet, I've also removed nitrates and anything with "aluminum yada yada yada" and a bunch of other chemicals.
I also learned that I was low n Vitamin D and Testasterone. I am working on the vitamin D part, and that seems to be helping as well.
Much to my own dismay, I had to acknowledge that I struggled working because of my mood swings.
Though about a month in, I noticed at around the middle of June I began, late July, I noticed my happiness and quality of life greatly improve. I was less miserable and my moods quite balanced. Now, we're headed for the middle of October, and my mind is still... unusually calm. I quite like it.
The reason I thought I might be manic, is to go this long without being depressed? And to be this happy? Surely, it has to be a delusion... but it seems to be the real deal. But when manic, like on a caffeine/sugar high, I'd be bouncing off the walls, but I'm actually calm as well... yeah, and rational, and managed to save money, something that is usually far far more difficult.
It's a pleasant suprise. No psych meds at all either, though my psychiatrist still wants me to get on them. It's kinda funny, because they'd make me miserable like they used to.