by phoenix112 » Mon Sep 02, 2013 10:20 pm
Hi, new to this forum,so forgive fauxpas b4 i start.
i really only want to tell my story once ,and as it happened 1990
it may seem like a long time ago ,and many have said i should let it go
but i or nobody else knows how different life would be if the so called
"professionals" hadnt done what i am about to tell you .
ok i had resigned from my job as an offsider to a woman who is totally rich
and i found her to be of bad character (will leave that there )
my intention was to return to my homeland NZ with my 7yr old daughter
was in the process of packing Saturday of a long wkend , my daughter was ( i thought)
outdoors playing with her friend , i told her to come home in 30mins to come shopping
I called her in ... then went to her friends house - no daughter ... i began to worry and rang my ex boss
if she had seen her cos if i hadnt found her in 5mins was going to call police (big mistake)
within 5mins she and her brother pulled up and assaulted me ,threw me thru my front window
and called the ambulance to have me attended to for cuts .
Thats where the real damage started .
the ambulance took me to the main hospital A&E and there as i hadnt any real injuries expected
to be released , i needed to get to my daughter (anxiety levels rising ) my ex boss haf rung the hospital
told them my daughter was in good hands (hers) which they informed me - my friend was "concerned"
and i should stay and talk to a social worker -
this i agreed to ,but my anxiety at my daughters welfare was totally "unfounded"
(i will mention now ,ex-boss was a psyche nurse at 1time)
the social-worker was decidedly unhelpful and revommended i see a psych - on tues as was long-wkend
Anxiety further escalates ... now enter drugs Some supposed calmitive ,and a bed in the psych ward "just til you are seen by the dr"
However i am now in the system i had no idea wot was going to happen with me or my daughter
The first drug of a psych nature was Trifluoperizine followed by haliperidol 4 times /day "just til u see the dr" ...
by tuesday i had displayed all types of anxiety ,and for good reason .
i hadnt told them wot i am about to say here , but the reason i quit and was going home ,was my ex boss was the head of the local mafia .,she was connected.
tuesday couldnt come quick enuf .
however wen the dr saw me a diagnosis was needed
i rejected the labels and said i was fine my daughter was my concern plus my home was now insecure.
they allowed me a pass to attend to that but my ex boss had gone thru it taken my passport and other
things mostly my daughters things .
however now i was under airport watch becos i asked for passport
making it all sound very dramatic
the labels were paraded past me , and one by one i said no ,which they said wouldnt go in my favour
if i had to at some stage go to court for custody of my child What !!
i was a single mother and an unmarried spinster was going to fight me for my own child ??
Bizarre! absurd as it sounds All too true
i accepted the label of bipolar as the lesser of the labels ,one i felt sure i could get lifted ,even with
the lithium . i took the lithium the label and was subject to their scrutiny and detention "until we get the levels right" + it would go in my favour to be cooperating and complying with the dr and staff.
it took 2months and in that time my ex boss had arrayed a custody battle ,waited for my release and
snapped the noose of the "family" court whereby she took complete custody guardianship no access
Again i was under the illusion the hospital system would aid as i had complied
but as long as i took the lithium and all the other prescribed poison.
i did only to get a tick in the self-help box .
it only took my exboss 7months to get my daughter signed over to her ,and as soon as that happened i
took 76 haliperidol plus handfulls of the other junk ,but was unsuccessful.
very sick tho ... apart from those and the lithium i used to take 3days before my blood tests , the remainder i put into a large garbage bag after i gone back to original hospital assessed as coping in society" medicated tho" ( they thought) and dumped them on their desk
that why i dont take their drugs