[quote="Cheze2"][quote="loise"]when you get the wrong dosis, the effects can be exactly contrary to what is wanted.
hi Cheze2,
I did meant dosis. In this program about autopsies of celebrities, they study what happened days before they died, so they were talking about a young woman, Nicole something...anyway they spoke about oxazepam and the wrong reaction due to the wrong dosis...
anyway I totally agree with you, right diagnosis is important. I do know that he gave me the oxazepam because I was having not only lots of spasm, but also a couple of anxiety attacks (you know shaking from head to feet) it did help, but not to the long run.
I had yesterday a very good meeting with him.
he said, I know you are in a hurry for a diagnosis, but I am not...meaning, that the trayect can be as important or even more than the diagnosis. And also that sometimes we are not ready to hear what we have, so it is better to discover it within a process...that I consider myself and give myself much more time than a year ago!! he also explained that we have been in a containment therapy all these years because of very high stress factors (3 teeners

) foreign country, difficult status,etc.
but since my third and last just passed her last year of high school, he agreed to start doing
some exams...anyway he asked what things bother you the most, I have kept a journal, and before I went I underlined the key issues that bother me. At the end, he said that all of them were
executive functions, so he said that they belong most of them to the ADHD without hyperactivity and/or ? Asperger...something like that...
we agree with possible DDNOS and some DID but know we are moving to this third...I am happy,
I want to know, for myself and for my children...and the most important thing is that I thought I was at the beginning of dementia. my mom and grandma have/had vascular dementia.
I did told him last time about what you told me, that it reminded you or your mania moments...
I have not discarded this possibility, because anti depressants are a ramp with me , I do become aggressive. thanks a lot!!