I'm still a free man-Razael's Thread

Just had to share this little book I read recently on advisal of refeerence to being through psychiatry....The hermetica and a book calle Kybalion, look it up? its free texts that will come up on pdf files.

The reason I recommend it is about transmutation, and its discussion on how mental forms are a vibration and infect the vibration of the mind of others, what makes things confusing is that most of us are subject to a hierache in what we believ3 about the universe....

sos its about transmutation of metnal forms that don't serve us or are not with integrity from a more objective stance of higher vivbrations of existance, higher vibrations of the mental state. I guess in learning self-discipline and awarensess of the mind we are able to by will go beyond this to higher states.. maybe you just havee to have been there to und3erstand fully...Its like transcending more toward god, or god consciousness.

anyway we are subject to the vibration of mental imagery eveeryday and worst case scenarion is when that image is the reality set of others that one is mentally ill and not talking reality, its higly stressfull situation..yet their is hope to tranmute it at a base level say with your family or imediate influecnes , family usually one that have their own mindset and evolutionary stance to be a situation where grandeur is granted and are the ones that could do with education....about the world more cosmos or universe...our mind go beyond this threshold of reality of lower vibrations of mind and rightfully deserved the respect in situation to have peace and quiet to recover from stressfull themes and experience of our universe and what we draw from negative states of mind say oriented toward hate...and the karmic eveents to follow or are drawn rightfully about perfection of tyour karmic state in the incarnation or existance, whereveer that may bee I can't really speculate as all mortals on this earth have amnesia to the spirit world and a place beyond death,

wouldn't it be disturbing to eperinc this world and greater reference to things that I was about to talk about but won't cos its got nothing to ddo with the kybalion or hermetica....

The book talks about the most importatn nature of the mind and experience and how the universe is on planes material plane and how that is an extention or creation of the mind of the all which is god as we would call it, the creator of the universe...and not in the book is my hearing of the idea that god was once a mortal like us and transcende or become master from mortal existances in some other universe. so he became god...noticing that the kyballion would have it that their is a female aspect to this mind and talks about how our mind works both as receptive female quality and action of the masculine aspect by its very nature...it could go on and the book could lead to some good ideas if you lucky and still have some dopamine to learan.

hatch the books tone, its annonymous auther" the three initiates" has a style of its own ans some say to watch out for hint of arrogance about it...

anayway I hope someone finds some enjoymnet out of the book>

What relates to psychiatry is the notion that we can impact on the reality of society images of forms of identifying with reality, or way of living in reference to greater perspecitives and understandings. we are even archetypally bound in some respect for even being born at this day and age say with pagan ritual part of our heritage, hermetic thought is up there with the bible and christianity if not predisposing it, if thats the right word...the idea that hermis had access to knowledge that inspired christian thought...it could be very complex I don;t pretend to fully undertand, more importantly whata it is today......psyahiatry comes into to our eduation and reality to grant respect and adoration to psychiatrist that they probably don;t really deserve but are so self assured , I don;t see them to be enlightened what so eveer and never heard wisdom or demonstration of their right to impose judgemnet on me for any reason to respect them for their intellectualality, plain stupid yet some people are fooole into this reality fot them thinking they are so clever mortals yet so ignorant to any other concepts to grant delusions to someone for simply talking about something they don[t understand or arent qualified to have this grandeur granted to them...this is only a situation where they will be challengeed into identifuying symptoms to continue the ball rolling in direction of diagnosis, and ultimately bias in every respect therafter for every obvsrervation made, especially common is deterioration of creativity of and magic of vibrating higher vabrations and focus on mental imageery or dialogue that might often be inspirtd from various being in the spirit world even ...comes without psychiatric drugs to be far more effective and in vibrating in the observers mind ac cordingly that makes sense and grabs attention....antipsychoatics make this poower void...anyway.

read the kybalion if you wanna make for a better world without psychiatry...maybe it can be done, just the ones that care are made poweerless on mental plane of consciousness of mankingd to do anyth9ing about htis...on a conspiracy level maybe this is a cause for the abolishment of psychosis, and making it a disease..something misunderstood by everyone involved unless they are a gnostic or hermeticist or other new age group with peer support for the attributes and creative talents so many apparently psychotic people have when they clash on new embarkments of knowledge or telepathic abiltiy that others hate for violation and superstition just to fear it, but worse is sensitivity to forms of evil, good vs evil...the kybalion will teach that this too can be transmuted.

if I tried harder and put more time into this $#%^, It would be twice as long..

Its really frustrating that my attemtps to talkk about psychiatry to say justice departments it gets way too long...and I think problem that develops on the antipsychotics leads to not vibrating menatl forms as vibrantly or having a mind whateosever and spirtual death that I get from different philosop-hy as the idea that god was a mortal once read it on wickapedia mormon cosmology looking for stuff about extraterrestrial lifeffornms...big tangent...but if I had focus which I dont on harrd to define agendas in conversation and demonstration of integrity of mind....gets lost somewhere...a quack only makes of it as symptoms remember, everything is a frikken symptom to them. sand big contradication..racing thought>antipsychotic>nomind or vastly altered and passive in acgenda or abiltiy to have thoughts that might have been a delusion once, from deep subconscious and detachments from trauma...this has a consequence yet again its apparnetly a symptom....hence I am calling them the industry of ignorance...this ignorance reality of theirs is very difficult to deal with and problems are usually made out to excuse more medications...

there are three subdivisions to elimental mind in subdevision of the planes of the mind...so some creativity migght come from here or spirtual plane which the kybalion doesnt ever really try to define in how it oporates...matter includes that of energy aswell and ehtereal substyance befor three subdevided planes of matter. so the planes of or what they are called planes of correspondence....Its a philosophy on what the universe is all about..not sure yet what it really has to do with hermetica, I guess hermetica is an inspired pshilosophy of sorts would like to get corpus hermetica and learn from that...hermis is associated to the god thoth about wisdom and knowledge

heres a link to the text in case you can't be bothered searching

http://www.hermetics.org/pdf/kybalion.pdf

I think this has helped to help me

not a free man anymore but found some kind of freedom with ayurvedic medicines especially the shankhpuspi it has awakened dormant parts of my mind somewhat, at least partially, maybe I need higher doses but is powerfull enough in low doses.

NOt ssure what I am really on about but the antipsychotic has me feeling bored and spending money on weed, cant help it I like to get high and if I wasn't on antipsychotic as I descovered I wouldn't want to smoke the $#%^...

I must make for crickets or nothing to say...seems I am the last to comment every link...like I get this spark to talk about stuff but like it mustn't come out right...I get bored and come back to hardly anything going on here of anything on facebook and really bored..

Isn't boredom pretty bad thing..thanks to the antipsychoticc..

at least had some visions recently which I spoke about somewhere...but like I lost things to even have a vision about and no astral visitors really except the one I was able to see recently that introduced to one other friend I had, but caused trouble and he/she didn't come back...only really asked "I there anything you want to ask me" then I thought of seeing another friend and she is they type of freind that does funny gestures and seemed to hypnotise this visitor and they could no longer really visit me like that..was really good so dissappointed I wasn;t focused and able to keep it going....introduced the idea that we are giants just appearing relative size in porportion to elivation in heaven or something...had vision went beyond the meditation of the gods and sore gods and feared the fabric of space time in my existance visiually going blacckouts and stuff with going beyond the gods or even specualte the creation of the gods themselves and realizing the universe is fractal....I am lucky

but as I said nothing to have visions about now...this one was really intereting and glad I was able to have it..just bored now and stoned.

-- Fri Jun 28, 2013 9:06 pm --

sorry to winge, I should be happy

I think the herb has helped to balance the situation with the treating people, now less worried about the drugs and no anhedonia basically none

still want to sleep a lot but the herb makes it that I get healing from it,,,I am addicted to it, lots of doses , gave me a funny good headache like my brain was getting better energy and blood flow...all good signs and like I could see that I still had a higher mind and all is good, yet it doesn;t really do much...in a normal brain it would be like in orbit or vibration around the mind and barely differenitate it being their except for creativity and stuff...only notice it being there after losing it on the antipsychotics.

Hey there,
I'm glad that you have been finding relief with the shankhpuspi. I have looked at it online a few times that you have mentioned it and have been contemplating trying it myself. Be careful in how you are taking it. I know you said you were taking a lot of small doses. Too much of anything is usually not a good thing.

It sounds really interesting to have astral visitors. Are all of the one ones that you meet friendly? Do you need to be particularly sensitive to that sort of thing to be able to receive astral visitors?

Razael wrote:I must make for crickets or nothing to say...seems I am the last to comment every link...like I get this spark to talk about stuff but like it mustn't come out right...

Sometimes your posts are really long, and then there are several of them in one thread all in one night. Many people don't read posts based just on their length. This could be one reason. You are aware of the other reasons already as you mention them as your typing them. I'm sorry you're feeling like your posts end conversations. I know it has been slow around here for a while, but it seems like all we do is talk about the same things over and over which does get boring after awhile. Hopefully we can spice up some new topics.

I guess you have to be sensitive to be able to focus on astral beings or in the right headspace, can't usually be done on antipsychotic....all the ones I meet recently have been ok but have had times where my reaction to invasive type led to a war on the astral realm and many invading my space trying to whip my head off.....the brahmi and shankhpushpi are good for making astrals freindly....I sore one the other night that was like a big shadow and thought it was evil but out of it came other light beings, not sure what it was but didn't cause a problem..its silly to wage a war with any astral beings they will win usually they are more advanced then us, even if just an astral projection of species somewhere in the universe, some don't like mortal jibber jabber and will be hostile, but just gotta learn how to be a better mortal and friends with everyone.

yeah I do write a lot sometimes, maybe I grow out of it to at least get some of my ideas across and easy to read.

astrals dont usually invade your space though can be weird concentrating on them like that is abnormal part...treating them with respect I found to be the best.

its noraml for me, antipsychotics are making me abnormal

still think there is a better place then here for my talk of kybalion making for reality when it comes to mental health, against the programming of society and find our own truth and maybe help to reprogramm the reality set of the majority.