by Razael » Tue Jun 18, 2013 9:51 am
funny thing is that I feel better that the herb has somehow created a situation where the antipsychotic is or seems inneffective...I had visions last night and met a brother in a parallel universe...if they knew that they wouldn't be saying its the antipsychotic somehow started miraculously making me feel good around the same time as started a good medicine....
I had visions relating to astral person that came to me last night and funny that I could focus on her, she was associated to facebook of someone interested in paganism, not sure if it really her no signals about it..but when she met one of my old guides I was thinking of, it turns out that myself and the guides are actually giant in comparison and just appear to scale..so this was to teach me that I am like agiant in reality beyond our mortal perceptions....I went to the top of heaven relating to episode last year and sore the gods in meditation, there is more then one but I shunned for asking any about how many there are, actually most of my mortal antipsychotic affcted consciousness is resisted on god level, our mortal pre-occupations and conceerns are so trivial etc...so sore the gods inmeditaiton creating the universe we live in and it went beyond, there was two sets of gods or what I percieved as god from different perspectives....so all in all me being curious mortal playing dangerous territory to endanger the continuum of time and space by going beyon the gods to a parallel universe, if we imagine there bieng a parallel universe from gods perspective...its interesting,, but then I was guided by massive angelic beings, more then angels and to a place where I met a brother in land of golden light, he could see me more vividly then my perspective of seeing myself in this place andleft lasting impression when I had to go back to my place i heaven, and thanked gravity for not being trapped with him, we just brothers although I feel his love or love between us for having met, I felt his pain that was so obvious that I didn;t fully appreciate the consequeces of coming into his life but will remain in my memory.
so that was my night, It made me feel so good I neveer felt while on antipsychotic, I felt grounded with the confusion abnout visions and lack of understanding of whaat this vision represents.
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how stupid is the comment that the antipsychotic finnaly working by professional, pretty dumb. I just went to length to prove how dumb it was by writing about my visions, having visions for god sake! thats not the antipsychotic that is this shankhpushpi balancing and rejuvinating my poor brain...
They've no insight on iatrogenic illness & PTSD of hospitalisation torture with NDE, amnesiac to an attemted murder +covered up road accident.betrays justice,Sleep deprivation. HIgher dimensional development of perceptions of astral projection to higher lifeforms in the cosmos.Esoteric journey and become a god