by Razael » Wed May 01, 2013 6:39 am
thought I didn;t have anything but a call yesterday about a doctor appointment and trying to get me to take their prescription and treatment.
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so I said "I'd like to be able to engage my mind and be able to feel feelings again"
so in other words that means you are ill and need to be hospitalised
so I said "so that means being able to thinkk is a sign of illenss, or I a,m unwell because I can think?"
she didn;t answer so I repeated
so she reverts to "I wasn't able to follow you" to fall bac k on I'm the one with the mental illness get it right kind of thing......so plain and simple she using the label to prove just about any behaviour or abilty to think is mentally ill because I have been given a label.
its $#%^,,,,so now she probalby reported that I was unwell cos she is such a dumb ass.
by the way a psychiatrist probably wouldn't express stupidity they keep that private and just increase the meds or report that I am psychotic for having normal reaction to environment of plain stupidity.....
you know I think they are stupid with damaging delusions of granduer in their authoritorian position that society licks up to them, but plain and simple, they are dumb as ###$ and rightfully people think they are above the allegations of mental illness and will inflate and thus be seen a steriotypical of the label....how frustrating....so its about being strong people, I should try it out...stand up for myself but keep it cool and collected, Id even do it better with my full funtioning of the brain that is returning with some gotu kola tea and ashwagandha etc....they I'm heaps aware of how I present with my readability now...working on it...I said somewhere else its about s-peaking from the heart, so the communication rings true...soem of my communication is spontaneous in speach and takes on a mind of its own, yet a psychiatrist does't get that I am not thinking I am expressing somethi9ng beyond the mind, maybe its the heart, not sure yet.. not bad advice though to get heart centred and true to spiritual self and speaks of integrity of mental faculties.
quacks are hypocrits too.... about insight, things like argeumentitivness,m wake up quaKC You are really hard to talk to, thought disorder, tangents back to talking in the quacks comfort zone and thrills of diagnosing someone with a label and giving them drugs and see if they get whata they got coming coz now they are under the care of a quack and the $#%^ of being in the cult and taught to be what? its all in their head, so now I avoid them emancipating and I( am free of deficits of mental function unless I think of them and their job starts taking over an d I pick up on how they think I am, like in the matrix of reality, thought has consequence and power, that s what the karma yogis are about, by purifying thought from i9llusions like the psychiatry estableshment has you are imp-roving karma beyond death and into a world and reality where we may have had other incarnations on earth and we have a purpose of first liberating from the conditions of society and gaining strength in isolation and safety, nobody can stop you, except a psychiatrist whose job it is to keep the emancipated and truly free down and out of the picture, it is a war.
hope that didnt sound like a schizophrenic rant., I halfway there to get it right, plus [playing the role a little, what did anybody expect me to say? thats when it gets weird, don't guess anybody would understand even if I could say it.......most likely a free and open person might know, but the indoctrinated will DOubt themselves and just thinkk they are mentally ill for thinking like that what a shame...so remover the veils from accurate and realistic perception of the world around you and the world within. synchronize mind body spirit.
getting sweet smells of higher vibrations of reality, smells beautiful yet they would say that is ill to have strange perce[ptions of smells of the angels or gods or ourselves living to the potential to become our own god, destiny, truth liberation.......so I got sweet smell hallucination, so what maybe I start smelling like that....I used to smell like a church after doing chi gung etc or gernerally having a higher spirit [present in my life......
-- Wed May 01, 2013 4:48 pm --
so the smell is actually the combination of essential oils I am burning, just able to smell better coz I not smoking inside or as much, trying to realise it is just feeling like $#%^ the whole time, the mind is more vibrant off cigarrettes and smokkers don''t realise the smoke is making them feel less then they could...another benefit of having goal sett and focus and returning optimal function of the mind body and spirit from getting off the antipsychotisc.....getting on a good path....a psychiatrist probably wouldn;t understand.
Just gotta realise their is a time and place to put it all out their and shouldn't let my emancipation get to my head not that I am completely emancipated, just gotta prove that I am on the right path for my overall life factors and freee of aillments of the antipsychotics that the quacks barely understand because they learn about it from the drug industry, or drug industry sponsored influential figures, thats a given.
They've no insight on iatrogenic illness & PTSD of hospitalisation torture with NDE, amnesiac to an attemted murder +covered up road accident.betrays justice,Sleep deprivation. HIgher dimensional development of perceptions of astral projection to higher lifeforms in the cosmos.Esoteric journey and become a god