seeing biblical peoples

HI, my name is LeAnn I've been dealing with this when I was 21 years old. I'm a schizophrenic-bipolar and I don't understand why I can't grasp what this is for. In my mind it looks like I'm there but I don't see that I'm there. When I read the bible I'll get confused and my mind will wonder around. In my mind was jesus christ I was seeing hulleusion and dellusions. I was seeing the virgin Mary,Rachel and Esther. I used to believe angels was talking to me babies in the sky I used to hear call out Anna. I'm just in pain and I need help bad because I'm in school.

:D I hope you can help me and I hope you can understand why I see biblical people.

Thank-you
LeAnn

LeAnn,
This is the anti-psych forum. I'm not sure if this is what you are looking for or if you are looking more for other people who have a diagnosis of schizophrenia/bipolar disorder to give you some peer support?

IO let my mind wander and see things based on my intent through imagination, in the minds eye? I see them around me and believe in angels too....do you have a local church community....people usued to be more tuned to spiritual things.....maybe if it bothers u take a break from reading bible and learn to ground yourself or centre yourself its easy by thinking about your breathing and focus on it and eventuallyt youll learn how to make yourself more peacefull and wise to things in your imagination I hope it doesn't bother you.

since you wrote this in anti=psych I wouldnt recommend talking to a quack as they don't understand how people can have dealing with the spirit world, something you learn to master with patience....If you're suffering because of it I only recommend letting go of things that are triggering the daydreams, part of it comes in with the fantasy and will to have these kinds of experinece but the spirit world will be lifting you perceptions to be different to other people, not many people can say they have an inner world like you do.

do they have messages for you or are they silent, mine were silent but i used to try to ask them things but my mind got in the way of responses but I knew it was more then just all in my head.

be careful tooo as some spirits on the astral plane act out according to your will to be seeing biblical people, so you might be dealing with a spirit that is acting out and pretending to be these people, I hope not...I have a theory that they use so many different reflections of themselves to appear in astral form or to a mortal because in reality they are much more powerfull and hard to witness, like going to a stadium full of hundreds of thousands of people they are more powerful then this....what that power really represents in interesting

maybe you can get into it more down the track, do some research in what areas of your life you want to improve and try to talk to summoned deities that are safe if you do more research if open to anything otherr then the bible the archangels appear strange to me and people in pagan community think they are impostors I even suspected that but they took me into heaven astrallly and I could see the sights of my rightfull place...don't know if its still my destiny if psychiatry doesnt' kill me....I called myself Raziel because he appeared to me with wings not many of the angels I tried to talk to came with wings or it was in shadowm now I only see Raziels face in golden light b ut hard to focus.....I', on antipsychotics and it takes away from dealing with astral guides very well

I havent read the bible but I read The Book of Enoch, some versions have lists of angels and cocodemons, but the common version only mentions ArchAngel Michael, raguel, Uriel I think actually cant remember but neoch was a mortal prophet and chosen to be taking into heaven and made into an angel Metetron.....I don't recommend dealing with metatron unlless you have children [infact metatron could be the key for school mental health programs] since you are young and still at school he is good, for me it is a bout transformation, you are still transforming...

I hope you can focus and do good in school even though you have imagination that is special.....a psychiatrist won't treat you as special, they deal with illness;s and just think you have a chemical i9mbalance and not to trust your inner voice and higher self and spirit etc.... with maturity from your expereince you will be able to deal with things much better

maybe you could paint or draw them? about them ....art can be good therapy and tells a story that you don't have to share with a psychiatrist, just get good at using your gifts for creativity.




proper diaphram breathing is a starting point for learning to tune your mind,.,imagine a light just below your navel and breath into this point, with slow outbreath you;ll feel calmer and clearer in your mind maybe better able to focus on material reality and self-discipline not allowing wandering mind but being at peace with your mind.

Razael should be a doctor !

-- Mon Apr 22, 2013 4:11 pm --

The ones out there don't have a clue what its like.

Maybe you really saw them? If we don't maintain religion's all nonsense, and there really is a G-d, then it stands to reason that when some people say they've had spiritual encounters that they're telling the truth.

I'm more on the atheist side of things, but can't stand the double-standard of how people who become clergy for given faiths are sane, but anyone outside the clergy who says they had a religious experience must not be. If G-d, angels, etc. exist, then not everyone claiming encounters with them is lying or hallucinating.

Hi, thiis is LeAnn. If I've seen someone before why does my mind show me them from the bible. If i've seen something along time ago it would of shown the real person but the bible I've never seen the real biblical peoples before. Why is my mind trying to figure out about me what does it want from me?

I hope you can help

LeAnn