by Ideation » Tue Jul 15, 2014 10:34 am
Checking in. As with some of these threads they seem to die off with no updates for years.
I'm still taking Bupropion 200mg twice a day. I sometimes forget to take it at all on some days here lately or only get one dose down the hatch, and I feel the effects in a couple days after. With marked thoughts of suicide, etc..
Its summer here so that has helped some. Recently had a vacation and I thought it would relieve my stress symptoms but it seemed to just add to them as there was a lot of driving (about 3,000 miles in two weeks).
I continue to have regular appointments with the Psychiatrist, Psychotherapist and now a marriage counselor.
I did some reading on the web, and it seems I can identify myself as having Paranoid Personality Disorder. In fact all of the traits describe me. What is worrisome is that the prognosis is a state hospital aka forced care.
ONSET: Early adulthood and with a variety of contexts.
Diagnostic Criteria - Mental Health made easy.
1. Marked distrust of others, as indicated by at least four of the following:
-Believes without reason that others are exploiting, harming, or trying to deceive her / him.
-Unjustified doubts about a friends / associates loyalty or trustworthiness.
-Believes with out reason that if she / he confides in others, this information somehow be used against her / him.
-Finds hidden demeaning or threatening meanings in harmless remarks or events.
-Unforgiving and bears grudges.
-Believes with out reason that people are out to attack his / her character or reputation and is quick to react with anger.
-Believes with out reason in the fidelity of their sexual partner.
2. Symptoms not due to another mental disorder.