by onderdonkey » Mon Mar 04, 2013 7:14 pm
I have used diet - extreme diet modification - as an alternative to very heavy psych meds.
My diagnosis has been schizophrenia, bipolar, delusional disorder, and schizoafective, depending on what I said on various hospitalizations.
As a treatment I have been prescribe 700mg of seroquel a day, (morning afternoon and evening doses), plus abilify (1 small blue one), plus ativan 1mg at night, plus doxepin 25 mg, and haldol in reserve for when none of that other stuff worked.
My problem was I can't stop hallucinating. Whatever with the demon world and their horrific torture movies, I can handle that, but what I can't handle is the constant tactile hallucinations of bugs crawling all over my body biting and stinging. It is what the demons can do to me if I don't carry out the murder and torture and mutilation of mysle and others, which in this world I am not allowed to carry out or I will be prosecuted and incarcerated.
I quit all the stupid meds, as none of them have any effect on the demons or the bugs they control, the bugs doing schizophrenic manic dances all up and down my body surface. No effect on the bugs, the drugs just make me tired, which just makes me mad cause now I'm tired and there are still bugs all over me.
What I use to manage myself instead of the meds is extreme diet. Only raw vegetables and protein, the raw vegetables are onions, garlic, brussel sprouts, and radishes - crunch crunch crunch 3 times a day, plus a sheet of fish or chicken or hamburger meat once every couple of days, early in the morning after the vegetables.
Any deviation from this extreme diet causes such intense and long lasting distress that I end up in the nearest emergency room with hives and scratches all over my body.
but on the diet, I'm fine, live a normal life, have a job and a wife and hold it together.
Gotta figure the mind is the brain but it is also the gut, and some people have unbalanced flora in the gut, from eating the american diet of processed foods and grains, which to me are basically demons, or demon infested. Permeable bowels or something. The doctors say the drugs don't work cause I've been "very very sick for a very long time" (27 years of ghost bugs); they say science has nothing else to offer, and tell me that I should stop coming to them or they will just call the police and have me incarcerated for being a nuisance or a threat. The shamans say "the veil between the worlds is thin for you". The city services recommend suicide by cop with a wink and a nudge. I just go to the farmers market, spend 40 bucks a week, plus another 20 a week on protein form the chinese grocery store, and I'm fine, the demons still talk to me and show me movies, but no bugs crawling atleast.
onderdonk