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Hi guys...I'm Dominic - just a teenager. I've been struggling with anorexia- purging type for two years now. I haven't had icecream, fried foods, pastries, and dairy. I've had all of those things and chip yesterday. I've had more binges days than every more recently. So I've starved to compensated and puked and exercised until exhaustion. I even take diet pills. I'm supposed to be *edited by mod* but I can't let myself get that high. I see fat rolls around my stomach now...so what would happen if I got to be *edited by mod*.
This is unbearable for me.

I guess I just want to be comforted by someone who's binged and purged and starved and didn't gain weight from it. I'm nervous and anxious about gaining weight from my binges..despite my efforts afterward to avoid it. What did you do? Did you gain? How did you lose it?

Hi peking,

From your post, it sounds like you're still very disordered right now and not wanting to change that. Would you like to stop the binge/purge cycles?

I've lost and gained weight with bulimia. It depended on several different factors. Nobody here will give you tips on how to keep losing weight while being actively engaged in your eating disorder.

I hope you're ok and getting some kind of help for this. You're still so young with the rest of your life ahead of you. It doesn't need to be spent suffering from all the thoughts & feelings that are driving you to ED. The quicker you address it, the more likely you are to recover.

Take care