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We have never been officially diagnosed with an eating disorder , but we think we have one for a number of years now .
We have tried to get help but because we are obese we haven't gotten any help at all
We starve ourselves eating under a set amount a day ,we also purge as well not often , but we still do it
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At the moment we are fallowing a diet on my fitness pal .com and we are eating over a set amount with Ella's husbands help But we are feeling like we need to eat a lot less and we feel like we are eating too much we have said this to Ella's husband but he isn't listening to us
We feel overwhelmed with the amount of food but we are not gaining any weight we are on the same weight we have been for the last 3 weeks
Exercising is a problem because we have chronic back and hip pain and doing it take a lot out of us
But we do exercise when we can ...

Hi XInsanityX,

Welcome to the forum

Are you an emotional eater, by any chance? Eating disorders have roots in emotions and those are what needs to be dealt with, along with the diet & exercise plans. I hope you're able to find some treatment that helps.

Yes we are emotions are to do with eating
we are very low when we starve our selves but we want to be thin
we are on the diet Ella's husband is helping with we are ok
but still feel that the food is too much
We feel like we should be eating a lot less than what we have been eating