hi, newbie here :)

hello ppl! i'm new here and hav a few questions 2 ask if it's ok...
well, i've been recovering from anorexia since may and i'm doin good... i realize that it was juz torture and no-one derserves dat kind of pain. i hope u all agree
well, i'm eating well now, feelin great but i get so bloated. i understand that my stomach has shrunk due 2 the lack of food but will the bloating go away; it's ssoo painful, i sometimes feel like i'm bout 2 explode and get so sick. does anyone else experience dis and if so, how did they deal with it, if it's ok asking. also, i still count calories... will the habit eva go? it's so hard not too... we've dun it 4 so long, it's juz apart of us, isn't it? i hope it will go. any ideas and thoughts will be appreciated deeply.
love 2 all and remember, to neva giv up wen fightin against anorexia... she's a tough bitch but someones gotta knock her down!! hehe