Need major help

Every time I go to school I never eat break fast, I have about a 20 cal lunch walk 4 miles then at 7 I binge. It's so disguiting I prob eat 400-600 cals every time. Then I don't eat the next day and the day after that i do it again. I hate the word forbiden so I tell myself only 50 cals a day , but that never works. It's prob under the wrong category considering I've been vomiting it all up lately. But I need to stop it now. I've been gaining/losing pound lately but this binging is really balancing it out. It only happens after I eat gum btw........

It sounds like you need some real help here. you are eating way under your RDA of calories and in a chaotic manner. Would you consider going to see your Dr and tell them what is going on, maybe print out your post to help you out. Please get some help before you become unwell. Thinking of you.

Cracked

I no a Dr is the ideal thing, I just don't really get along with them. Its always that awkward conversation that leads into gaining weight. One Dr even told me to stop doing sports.........I flipped out at that. Its not that I haven't talked to anyone it just feels like they're not even trying to understand. I think the biggest problem though is I don't no whats going on with me.

Have you considered being referred to an ED specialist as they might be more understanding? You could see your Dr tell them that you are having problems with your eating and you would like a referral to an ED specialist.

Cracked

whats an ED?

ED stands for Eating Disorder.

I agree with Cracked, get a referral to someone who understand what eating disorders are. I'm sorry its gotten so consuming.

thnx.......I'm kinda of hoping this is just a phase. When I was binging before I wasn't gaining weight bc II would burn it off through exercise. Vomiting didn't help I think I've done it twice over the last week.my bmi went from 17.2 to about 14 because of that. It was taken yesterday night, so I can't say it with complete accuracy. I'm just to scared to weight myself today cuz of that. I hope its just a weird emotional phase. If it continues I guess I have no choice.
p.s-I'm not sure if this is posted in the correct category and in all honesty I don't know what to call this. So please don't get mad..........I just don't understand anything.

Would you like me to move this topic to the anorexia forum? You need to get help hon and I am sorry you are going through this.

Hugs

Cracked

I guess.....How do I do that exactly?
It's funny I've always thought of anorexia as just word..............I still want it to be some psychotic melt-down that goes away.

I will move it and you can overcome this.

Cracked